"We're like the stupidest people ever." "Yeah, we kinda are."

I'm Caroline Evans, originally from London and I'm seventeen. My family transferred here to Sydney, not because of my dad's work or whatever common reason, we just wanted to. I mean, it was mostly my mom's idea since she likes starting new and, obviously, London is fairly different from Sydney. My dad just agreed with it and my brother, Liam, and I couldn't really do anything about it anymore. Going to school is a normal routine for me. I have a pretty normal life with an average family and I couldn't say I'm not happy with what I have because I am. I thought since that night my mom told me that we were transferring to Sydney, everything would just be like how it used to be in London, but I was wrong. I met this group of four boys who thought they are the kings of the school. All I want to do is to stay as far away from them as I could, but could I really manage to stay away from them, especially from Luke Hemmings, whom I believe is the worst thing for me? Well, things happen when you least expect it.

Limerence: (n) the state of being infatuated with another person.

"I love you Elise. I have, for a while now. Whenever I see you with him, I just get this feeling. And I spent a while trying to figure out what it was. And I've come to the conclusion that it's jealousy. And when I see you with him, I don't know why, but I have this urge to punch him. And I know that's not allowed with the school code but I just hate him so much when he's with you. My insides hurt. I need you Elise. I love you Elise. More than anything in this world. The love I have for you is uncontrollably, disgustingly, crazily, insane yet beautiful. I love you more than Prince Charming loves Cinderella. I need you more than I need air to breathe. Please Elise, I love you." Elise has had a really hard senior year so far. And who would think that the two people she cares most about would make it a million times harder? (sequel to My Ex is My Teacher. read that first!!) ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. ©

New Country. New School. New Friends. New Life. New Beginning. Fresh Start. Clean Slate. Start Over. Have you ever wanted to move away and start all over again? That’s all Vanessa has ever wanted. She wants to move away from the life she has grown to hate and start her life all over again. Bullies. Abuse. Depression. Self-Hatred. Weak. Useless. Pathetic. Lost. Feeling unwanted and under-appreciated aren’t new feelings for young Vanessa Bell, living in constant fear and worry isn’t either. It can take just a few words to bring someone’s self-esteem plummeting for the ground and add a few bruises here and there and all self-worth will be lost. Feeling numb from all the pain is usually a good thing but when you’ve been hurt so much to the point where you don’t feel anything anymore. You’ll often find yourself asking “What is the point?” or “Why do I even bother?” Maybe Vanessa will find her way, maybe in a place called Sydney, maybe with the help of a boy named Luke. When Vanessa chooses to “Start All Over” maybe she’ll find it’s the best decision she’s ever made. {Warning: Will contain triggering thoughts and action and involves sensitive topics like depression, death, suicide and abuse} **This is very poorly written because when I wrote it I was 13 so please read knowing that I was a very dumb 13 year-old or read later when I've finished rewriting which is a slow process but I'm getting there, sorry** UNDERGOING EDITING COPYRIGHT © 2012-2013 CUDDLINGHEMMINGS

In which those jerks whom they used to idolize move next door. || © 2013-2014 beautylieswithinu || fanfiction #105 7·19·15