It was hurtful Variant

In love, so foolishly and relentlessly, it was hurtful, it was depressing.

Writing this poetry book was nothing but Heartbreak and Celebration. At this time I was recently broken up with, and it made me write a book, hence the Heartbreak. For the Celebration, it was for my book, as writing truly makes me happy.

Here, timelines aren't straight. They bend like light around loss. They loop through moments we thought we left behind. They skip to futures imagined in stardust and silence. This collection is for anyone who's ever wished they could time-travel, not to change what happened, but to finally understand it.

This album reflects an emotional journey that began with the loss of my old poetry album, something I once cherished deeply. It wasn't just a collection of poems, but a space where I poured out my thoughts, dreams, and vulnerabilities. When it vanished, I was left with only the feeling of its absence. At first, the loss was devastating. I searched for it, hoping it would return. But over time, I realized that the album was only a vessel for something larger, the essence of my creativity, my words, and my memories, which could not be lost. The loss became the catalyst for a transformation in my creative process. The "Timelines" of this journey is marked by phases of grief, acceptance, and eventual rebirth. I wrote through my frustration, sadness, and confusion, but this struggle led to new forms of expression. I wrote about what I had lost, what I had gained, and the beauty that arose from the space between. This collection is about the evolution of my heart and mind, shaped by both the absence of the album and the freedom that followed. The timeline is circular, what I thought was the end became a new beginning, showing me that art and identity are always evolving. Though the album is gone, it paved the way for a new poetry that is free from the past and open to the future.