"Why do you like the rain so much?" "It reminds me that I'm still alive." (Luke Hemmings Fanfiction) Copyright to Ashley Royer. All things written by Ashley Royer unless otherwise stated. Not affiliated with 5 Seconds of Summer or any other characters mentioned. THIS IS NOT THE FULL BOOK. The full book is published with changed names and can be bought wherever books are sold. AVAILABLE NOW WHEREVER BOOKS ARE SOLD. The published version has added chapters and everything has been edited.

This book includes free verse poems and laments about depression, sadness, loss, love and the world around us all written by myself. These poems rotate between topics of my dead loved ones, the horrible world we live in, the one I love, and other things that I thought was necessary to write about. I think you will be able to relate to a lot of these poems and if you are depressed or if you just like poetry I suggest that you read this book. I am aware of the fact that I will never become the great writer I have dreamed of, and I know that my writing isn't that great. But if I can change at least one life with my words than I will be more than happy. So please take in mind that this book is the first one I have ever written. Please just bear with me till the end. *Note that everything in this book is written by me, all credit goes to me. You are free to use any of my poems as long as you include my name and credit.

And if I show you my dark side, will you still hold me tonight? The night Lucy runs away, she meets Luke Hemmings. He offers her to stay with him for a while and they get close to eachother whilst he helps her stop self-harming. But he needs to go back on tour with his band, 5 Seconds of Summer, and leaving her alone never seems to turn out well. Will what they have last when Luke is touring all around the world and Lucy is left alone with her demons who come back stronger than ever? Will she survive on her own or will she need someone to come and save her?