Growing up can be hard, and apparently even harder with the person you love. This is the sequel to 'Maybe I Just Wanna Be Yours' :) ⚠️CW⚠️: -Lots of smut -mlm and wlw -potential violent themes -hard kinks -suicide

"Are you okay?" He swallowed, blinking repeatedly to stop the tears from escaping his eyes. "Yeah, yeah I'm okay." The older looked at him, then without a word he took him in an embrace, holding him close. "I know you're not." 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 - TW: -PTSD - abuse -selfharm - mentions of suicide -depression - anxiety - eating disorders - blood - homophobia - death Highest rankings: #1 Lino #1 Changlix #1 Minsung #1 cheesecake #5 skzships #10 yongbok #13 Leeknow #30 Changbin Started // 16032021 Finished /23112021

Han Jisung; a teenage boy who doesn't tell anybody about his problems. Lee Minho; a teenage boy with abusive parents. Both are broken boys who wish to find someone they could love. (writing this with experience/ irl situations. ! I only use the names of the members, but their characters and everything else does not refer to them. I do not ship them seriously and I'm not assuming their sexuality ! Cover is made by me~) Contains: -smut -friends to lovers -self harm -eating disorder -throwing up -panick attack -child abuse -homophobia start: 13.01.25 finish: - (less active, I'm so sorry!!)

a broke high school student han jisung is thrown out of his parents house for being gay, and with no other choice, he decides to sell his body. what happens when a rich CEO lee minho decides to go to the place han jisung works at? what happens when han jisung is assigned to sleep with lee minho? what happens when the CEO decides he wants jisung all to himself? _ smut ( obviously ) some kinky shit toys self harm

❥"𝙄 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙚𝙩" Felix grew up hating his father, his father who always abused his sisters and his mother, his father who told Felix that boys liking boys is wrong. Felix loved his mother though, she was always so caring and supportive. She once told him a story that he thinks about every day. After his mother's death he became cold hearted, his heart was destroyed and he barely knew who he was. He started beating people up in school and bully people. When he turned 18 he joined a mafia and he was the one who tortured people for information, he loves doing so, seeing blood everywhere, he always have someone else with him when doing so because he needs to listen to music because he can't listen to the screams because it reminds him too much of his past. Felix thought he could never become happy again until he met Han Jisung. WARNINGS: THIS INCLUDES: CHILD ABUSE, ABUSE, SMUT (degrading kink, daddy kink, princess kink), FEMBOY JISUNG, BLOOD, MURDER, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, ANGST?, FLUFF, RAPE. <3.

A trip to paradise, going exacly as planned. They even meet a couple of cute boys. Nothing bad is going too happen... Right? (Credits to @ultimatekarenboss127 ^) [Short story] Main ship: Minsung Side ships: Changlix Seungjin

Lee Minho and Han Jisung didn't just dislike each other.. they had a long-standing, deep-rooted hatred that stretched over the years. Before either of them could even begin to see the possibility of something more, they were too busy trading insults, avoiding eye contact, and holding onto every grudge, even without knowing the reasoning behind it all. Until one day... it all changed. Warnings: ⚠️ Heavy language ⚠️ Smut

lee minho, -a nineteen year old boy who manages to find an eighteen year old boy, sitting on a fence and staring down at the water from the bridge they were on, about to jump. this boy was han jisung. Highest rank: #1 in minsung!!

one is a believer.... ....one is a liar "if I jumped, would you jump too?" "what kind of question is that?" where jisung tried to kill himself, so his father hires him a bodyguard to make sure it doesn't happen again. _ self harm talks about suicide SA smut

BLACK LIVES MATTER ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℙ𝔸ℝ𝕋 𝕆𝔽 𝕋ℍ𝔼 ℂ𝕃𝕀ℂℍÉ 𝕊𝔼ℝ𝕀𝔼𝕊 ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℍ𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕚𝕥 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕖; 𝕥𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕝 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣. 𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕞𝕒𝕪𝕓𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕝 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕖. Lee Minho cannot remember the last time he felt loved. Ostracized at school, ignored at home... it does not help the internal struggle he fights day in and day out, and the heavy feelings that cloud his heart. Sometimes he thinks it would be better to just give up, to let the darkness swallow him whole. But then he meets Han Jisung, his brother's best friend -- and he finds a little light. ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℍ𝕀𝔾ℍ𝕊ℂℍ𝕆𝕆𝕝!𝔸𝕌 ~#~#~#~#~#~ {2018/09/16} - {2019/02/28} HIGHEST RANKING: #1 in straykids {2019/02/06} WORD COUNT: 64,662 ~#~#~#~#~#~ WARNING! Mentions of depression, self-harm/suicide and homophobia