"Things forbidden have a secret charm." - Tacitus © 2015

When Louis start's losing weight, Harry starts reading his diary. Every night Louis write a new entry, and every morning Harry writes back. And as the world around them stay the same for the public eye, the boys get closer and closer through the notebook laying under Louis' pillow.

[ON HOLD] Louis Tomlinson is a veteran detective for the London's Illicit Crimes Unit, desperately trying to climb up the ranks and land the coveted spot of Unit Captain. He has consistently kept an emotionless front even in the face of gruesome discoveries, heart-wrenching reactions of victim's families and criminals alike. With his more than ample amount of experience with the force and his impressive absence of any visible emotion, he knew he was the perfect fit for the challenge that came with being a captain. That is until Dagney Phillips, a girl from his hometown, is claimed missing and is then announced as another victim of a ruthless serial rapist and murderer. A certain rapist and murderer, that has alluded his unit and all of London for thirteen grueling years. Louis is instructed to complete two basic tasks. One; find the girl and two; apprehend the suspect. But in this case, his experience and typical indifference prove no help as an unhealthy obsession to find the killer grows to a rogue extreme, where he then no longer desires to arrest the man responsible. He desires to kill him. "Show no pity: life for life, eye for eye, tooth for tooth, hand for hand, foot for foot." -Exodus 21:24 All Rights Reserved 2013 © BellaKramer

he was quiet, she was loud he was normal, she was crazy he was lost, and so was she and that's truly how the craziness all began © 2013 divurge all rights reserved ps, excuse the horribleness of this book i hate it v v v much but i won't delete it so (:

Louis Tomlinson keeps three secrets--three that change him. First, Louis Tomlinson isn't like the other boys. He's known since secondary school; but it took him a long time to come to terms with it. Louis' sexuality is one of the hardest things he's had to deal with, and he has to deal with it alone. He knows how foolish it would be to tell anyone else--people can be so judgmental. Secondly, Louis Tomlinson is depressed. For him, depression is no longer a condition, it's a state of being. Happiness doesn't exist in his life--he struggles just to get out of bed day to day. Louis hates himself, he hates his sexuality, and most of all, he hates his life. He slowly begins to understand what it means to be truly alone. His third secret is comes in the form of his creamy-skinned, curly-haired Cheshire flat neighbour. Everything from his rosy cheeks to his mossy-green eyes have Louis going mad with longing. He's never even exchanged a word with him, but he knows that he's addicted to this boy. He is Louis's drug, and he can't get enough of him. He's Louis's dirty, dark little secret that he has to hide because he's scared of being left alone yet again. But they say that holding things in can destroy a person from the inside out. And these secrets are breaking Louis Tomlinson.

"Time is now abstract, but not of the essence. Any and all meaning it once held has been destroyed, leaving Harry unsure of whether weeks have passed or months. Time seems never ending now, no one to talk to, nothing to do, no motivation for either even if they were options. " Sometimes, we try to save people. Sometimes, people try to save us. And sometimes, we fail.

[DISCONTINUED] Whitney Davies has been oblivious to the world for three years, but you can't blame her. It isn't her fault she's stuck in Neverland. Not the Neverland you know and love, though. This is a different place, where there aren't any pixie dust or mermaids or pirates. You don't come here to avoid growing up. This is the Neverland where you're trapped being somewhere in between sleep and awake. This is where you'll find everyone who's in a coma right now, waiting for their bodies to wake up from a deep slumber. And this is where Whitney has been for three whole years. No one ever expects to find themselves in Neverland. Especially a member of the most famous boyband in the world.

Once a girl turns fifteen, her name gets put into a raffle. Once a guy turns 18, his name is also entered. The town match-maker chooses a boy and a girl and then on January 1 of each year, the new couple meets. The brides are forced to live in their new 'master's' house for twelve months. If by that time they aren't pregnant or have given birth, they are shunned from the community and some of the girls are killed. Of course, it isn't the husbands fault. Living in a sexist community where women are treated like chattel is disgusting, but more so for 14 year old feminist Jessica Lee. In a society where men rule and woman follow behind, how will Jessica survive holding her tongue through marriage and what is supposed to follow?