Disarray is an outcast, people call her 'emo'. Her family is full of preps. They hate her new lifestyle of being the way she is. They hate the fact that she dyed her long blonde hair black and got it cut so its more scene. She has multiple tattoos and piercings, but there's one thing that they do not know, she has a cutting problem, no one knows about it, not even her two best friends Tara and Alice. She is haunted by the past that caused her to change, she blames herself. What will happen when her best friend Alice enters a contest to go on tour with Falling In Reverse, Black Veil Brides and Blood On The Dance Floor? Alice is a suicidal outcast all because of one mistake that she didn't foresee. Now she is a junior in high school and has to deal with two alcoholic parents and take care of her little sister. She had wanted to sing ever since she learned how to play acoustic guitar when she was eight and the piano when she was 9, now shes 17 years old and can play acoustic and electric guitar and the piano/keyboard. Her dream seems to be going down the drain until when shopping at Hot Topic, her friends sees a flyer that says you can win a chance to go on tour with Falling In Reverse with special guests Black Veil Brides and Blood On The Dance floor. What will happen when she decides to enter? O rwhen a certain someone starts to worm their way into her heart, will she finally break down and confess about her past attempts at suicide? Or will she just push them away like she has everyone else?

Just about the things life throws at us

Hello there, here are some depressing poems (: sorry if you don't like them by the way♥

in which a boy and a girl meet in the hospital, where they feel farthest from home. but they soon find home in each other.

***TRIGGER WARNING*** Feel close to death? Maybe you're not quite as close as you think. These are poems I wrote for me and people I love; some were gifts and others are just my thoughts. These are my own words and images. Although this is for myself, I hope you enjoy them as well. All of these poems I write about me or important people. Some of them are either songs I write that I've converted into poems, poems I've converted into songs, or just didn't bother either way. No matter what they are, these are inspired by my life. And most of them are about my thoughts of death.

If your heart is breaking and your world's shaking put your mind at ease and read some of these.

Hello! this is my 3th book, you can also read my 1st and my second book if you want (: i would really appreciate it if you would, and i'm sorry if there are some mistakes in it (i'm not really english) and thank you for reading if you do! (: lots of love, Shana♥

Plz Baby, don't do that to yourself.

Hello there this is my second book of poems, not ALL of them are depressing, some are love poems (: well i hope you like them, you can always vote if you do, it doesn't cost anything ;D you don't have to if you don't want (: But anyway, if there are some misspellings you can always tell me (: