"𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚" Pearl Bellini, 20 years old. Her life has never been easy, she suffered from a very young age, in which she lived with her parents from whom she felt like she couldn't escape. She felt lost, hopeless, as she finds herself kicked out from her parents' house, after going through terrible months and a survived suicide attempt. Luckily, she finds help within her best friend, Bill Kaulitz, who lets her stay at his and his brother's house, a giant villa near the breath-taking Hollywood. However, what she shared with Bill's brother, Tom Kaulitz, is much more than just a house. Drugs, alcohol, fame, is what surrounded the law-student Pearl, a girl who never thought she belonged to the world, who thought she was a mistake. Will Tom be her peace, will she find her love in the big city of Los Angeles, or will she lose herself once again? ⚠️this story is for the most part just fictional, but some of the main events were based on things that actually happened to me during my 21 years. This story talks about love, hope, friendship, forgiveness, but also suicide, SA, drugs, addiction. I initially wrote just as some sort of relief for myself, but I really wanted to share with the world my thoughts and my brain, hope you enjoy About Pearl: she's American-Italian, she has blond hair and straight for the most part, with bangs, hazel eyes, about 167 cm tall. Nose piercing, belly piercing, vertical labret hoop piercing. About 11 tattoos (you'll see?). Also, English is not my first language, so sorry for any grammatical mistake.

"promiscuous girl, wherever you are, I'm all alone, and it's you that I want." "promiscuous boy, you already know, that I'm all yours, what you waiting for?" - . . "what if I kissed you right now?" "you know you can't." . . you're an eighteen year old girl, the main vocalist and most popular/favourited member of your band 'Astral Crown' which began in 2005. you met another famous band that same year, Tokio hotel and three years later (2008) became romantically close with a specific member of Tokio hotel, Tom kaulitz. however, everyone else doesn't want you two together because you are both labelled as promiscuous people that are no good for eachother and can't be seen in a serious relationships due to your various past relationships. your manager and other fellow band members believe that it would ruin you and the bands reputation and disapprove of the idea of you two together. what problems will you and Tom face because of your feelings for eachother? will you hide it or confess? will you get together and announce your relationship publicly or keep it behind closed doors? what does it lead to and how does it end? . . . . . . CONTAINS SMUT, ALCOHOL USE, DRUG USE, SEXU@LIZATION, SEXU@L HARASSMENT, DEPRESSION, BIPOLAR DISORDER, AND MORE!!

Outside, Nicky's guitar loving classmate seems rude and spiteful. Inside, he has a secret unknown to the rest. What path will Tom take when he finds his best kept secret discovered by Nicky, will he forever be her enemy or will their forced friendship bloom into something indescribable?

some are these are sad and some are smuts pls be war of sexual content

While y/n is walking to her local shop, she hears bullets in the distance. She doesn't think any thing of it so she just walked to the shops anyways, when she turned the corner there was two groups of men shooting at eachother and she just froze and looked at them. She didn't know what to do. One of the men grabbed her and threw her to the floor but another man from the other side shot him dead before he could do any more. "put her in the car." * by the way this story will mostly/probably all be in y/n's pov like her thoughts and everything i hope you enjoy *