The air in the all-boys dormitory was thick with the scent of alphas. Perth, a disciplined alpha, knew the rules: omegas were forbidden here. So why was his new beta roommate, Santa, setting off every one of his instincts? Santa was too pretty, moving with a quiet grace that felt completely out of place. His scent was a distracting whisper of soap and sweet mango, not the neutral smell of a beta. He flinched at loud noises and filled their room with soft blankets and a jasmine plant. Perth watched him constantly, his alpha senses humming with a confused, protective urge. This wasn't a beta. The rules were being broken, and Perth was the only one who seemed to know.

Hanya kisah cinta yang tumbuh antara pembully dengan orang yang ia bully. Santa adalah salah satu anggota dari sebuah grup bernama Jasper, grup pembully paling ditakuti di sekolah karena kekuasaan yang mereka miliki. Perth adalah siswa cupu dan miskin yang mengandalkan beasiswa untuk bertahan di sekolah itu. Berawal dari Santa yang suka membully Perth namun pada akhirnya tumbuh rasa cinta di hati Santa pada pemuda itu.

One moves through the world with fire in his veins, chasing justice like it's all that keeps him alive. The other watches from the shadows, every glance and silence holding a thousand unspoken truths. Both guard secrets they'll never reveal. How will their paths ever truly cross....

Santa Pongsapak is known for two things: flawless event planning and an ability to talk his way into trouble. But nothing prepares him for the day he accidentally throws a bouquet at the face of THE Perth Tanapon-mafia king, monster, and the most dangerously handsome man alive.

They're the internet's favorite secret. Santa, the bubbly dancer whose food challenges hide a nervous heart. Perth, the cool rocker whose garage sessions can't drown out his quiet fears. Off-camera, they share a home, a life, and a love they've carefully kept on mute. But the internet is always watching. An accidental reflection, a matching bracelet, a look that lasts a second too long-their fans are connecting the dots, and the war between their fandoms is trending. As the evidence mounts and the pressure builds, Santa and Perth have to decide: how long can you keep love in the drafts before you have the courage to hit 'post'?

Santa Pongsapak is an Omega, sure-but don't expect him to swoon, beg, or submit. He's sarcastic, dominant, and completely uninterested in being claimed by any Alpha. Especially not Perth Tanapon: cold, ruthless, emotionally constipated, and everything Santa hates about traditional Alphas. But when a family-arranged bond throws them into a contract marriage, all hell breaks loose. He was never supposed to go into heat early. Perth was never supposed to fall into rut. And they sure as hell weren't supposed to mate, knot, and accidentally get pregnant. Now they're stuck with a bond neither of them wanted-but can't seem to break. And every month, biology comes back to bite. Hard.

"Only mine" said Aou. "I know. He knows. Rather everybody knows."said Boom. "And still you dare to get close to him" said Aou darkly. "I love Only you. " was the words Santa always tried to explain Perth. But he never believed. This changed him from an humble person to someone who loved him darkly. "Don't even dare to think about another man." Joong spoke . "Why can't you trust me? I only love you." Said Dunk "Just so you know. No one can touch you, not even look at you, so you better maintain distance. " said Pond to which Phuwin could only nod. A story of four friends always together fell in love with four friends younger than them. But the dark , possessive side of the tops started feeling too much for some ordinary life. Aouboom, Perthsanta, Pondphuwin, Joongdunk.

bersamamu mas dapat merasakan semua hal yang ga pernah bisa mas rasain sebelumnya.dan cuma sama kamu mas bisa ngerasain itu semua tanpa terkecuali.makasii yaa udah ada buat mas terus temenin mas yaa?mas beruntung banget punya pasangan hidup kayak kamuu.dear my love santa pongsapak.hidup bersama ku sampai maut memisahkan.... -perth tanapon

Astraeus is the biggest boy band of their generation, adored by millions and hunted by just as many haters. Aou, Joong, Pond, and Santa shine under the stage lights, but behind the glitter sits a world of secrets that could destroy everything they have built. Their public personas are perfect, but their private lives are tangled with unspoken love, forbidden feelings, and relationships they must hide from fans, managers, and sometimes from each other. Offstage, their BL partners live under the heavy shadow of the band's fame. Boom, Dunk, Phuwin, and Perth walk a tightrope between love and danger as their names trend on Twitter for every gaze, touch, or small mistake. Ghost ships rise overnight, fan wars explode without warning, and hate tweets slash deeper than knives. The online world creates illusions stronger than reality, building castles around the wrong couples and burning the real ones alive. Aou and Boom struggle against silent resentment and invisible pressure. Joong and Dunk face storms of jealousy that twist into cold misunderstandings. Pond and Phuwin try to protect something that keeps slipping through their fingers, drowning in rumors and loneliness. Santa and Perth fight the cruelest battles of all, torn apart by public demands, private insecurities, and a secret Santa has been hiding since the day Astraeus debuted. The deeper the band's fame grows, the more their relationships fracture. Lies pile up. Secrets rot from the inside. Every chapter reveals something hidden, something painful, something that pulls them further from one another. Their hearts begin to break not from betrayal, but from everything they are forced to swallow in silence. Every touch becomes risky, every moment becomes a countdown, and every mistake becomes ammunition for millions of strangers who think they own them.

ချစ်စရာညီအစ်ကိုလေးယောက်နဲ့ ဆိုးတူဆိုးဖက်သူငယ်ချင်းလေးယောက်ရဲ့ အချစ်ဇာတ်လမ်းလေး