They were just kids when they met. Weeknight dinners blurred into sleepovers, and the space between them never lasted long. To their parents, they were practically brothers. To each other, they were everything familiar, sunlit summers, scraped knees, whispered secrets under the covers. Hyunjin was always the bold one, larger than life. Felix, a quiet constant, always there, always steady. And somewhere in between pillow fights and teenage growing pains, Felix fell in love. But how do you confess something that might ruin everything? How do you speak when silence feels safer? (This is a finished fic. I'm just re-uploading it here. I'm trisha711 from AO3.)

One shot 🔞 Hyunjin had been fighting for custody of his cat, and that night, he was just trying to survive on five cans of beer. After he and his cat got drunk together, he woke up not to the comforting weight of fur on his chest, but to someone else entirely. Someone warm. Familiar. With the same ribbon, the same gentle eyes, and the same soft silence that had comforted him through so many lonely nights. What was he supposed to do when the cat who had been there for him all along turned out to be someone he'd secretly been crushing on?

Description They're best friends, bandmates, and public figures-Hyunjin and Felix know exactly what's at stake. On stage, they play with fire. Off stage, they're burning. But in a world that demands perfection, desire is dangerous-and love might be unforgivable. How far can you go before everything you've built starts to fall apart? Foreword They weren't supposed to cross the line. Hyunjin knew better. He had rules, control, discipline, but it all changes if Felix had none of that. What he had was a smile of an angle, eyes that lingered, and the nerve to push where he shouldn't. What started as teasing turned into tension. What was meant to stay on stage bled into everything else. And when that moment finally came-it wasn't sweet. It was desperate. Now nothing feels safe. Not even the silence between them. This story is about the moment everything shifts. About wanting what you shouldn't. And how far you'll go before you either lose it all-or give in completely. So the question is: When the person you want most is the one you're not allowed to have... do you walk away, or do you risk everything?

a burst of control, a moment of anger, a beat of confusion and Felix was falling... helplessly so.

Four years and it doesn't get easier. The struggles of not having Felix by his side is drowning him in endless misery. Fences: 2nd part.

"Nigel knows everything." "Oh really? Well then, does he know that I really want you so bad?"

"Look at the stars, Felix. Do you think they're ugly? Do you think they make the sky look weird?" Felix shook his head, "no, I think the stars are really beautiful." "That's what I think, too. That's why I can never understand why you hate your freckles so much when they look just as beautiful as the stars."

God, those lips. Those soft, sinfully gorgeous lips that just happened to be the bane of his existence as it was the breath he needed to live. A welcomed dagger in his heart. A wound he wouldn't wish to heal. Fuck. Those lips are driving him insane. - a celebration for the moon

Felix and Hyunjin have been friends since what seems like forever. Their strong friendship, however, has held a big secret all these years; a crush. - EDITING AFTER A YEAR. (revamping) (!) this was my first ever story, so it's the not best. i have better fanfics posted. (!) sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes! (!) i will not be putting any warnings for any mature content. purely fiction!!!! not shipping!!!!