Y/n and Conan met in Highschool, lived in the same neighborhood and quickly became close friends. Over time feelings changed and so did people...but someone try's to help them regain those feelings. Read their story through lyrics! This book takes place in multiple perspectives and is based off the album "I used to think I could fly" by Tate McRae who is also the face of Y/n! :) There is also some flashbacks and memories that will be replayed but they shouldn't mess with the plot :)

twitter cone is the best cone (note that he's deleted some of these)

Admiring people from far away is not as scary as falling in love with them. Conan Gray likes a girl called Mae Diaz but they have nothing in common. After an untoward incident at a party he threw leads to him finding out that Mae's twin, Riley likes him, he decides to use him by dating to get closer to his sister. But that doesn't work out too well when he starts developing feelings for Riley themselves. Conan quickly realizes that he has never really understood love. Or himself, at all. Riley Diaz has secrets to hide. They are a trans boy and the only reason his family moved to this dead beat of a town was to reduce attraction to his queerness. When the school cutie, starts flirting with him, he is fazed. They have always liked Conan Gray but he would have never thought he would like him. Everything in his life gets better with Conan around. Though living in a small town may prove to be therapeutic, secrets travel quite easily. Jealous exes, vengeful people, forgotten fathers, trauma and the building pressure of senior year have tensions running high. Soon, Riley has a decision to make: to risk all for love and a boy who has been using him by showing who they truly are or to follow the rules of the conservative small town by putting his head down and pretending he isn't falling in love with a boy.

collages of the icon himself made by me <3 (cover collage made by me, i did not make the fanart)

Hi! This is my second fanfic a Y/N x Conan Gray, definitely not any smut though some may be slightly sPiCy (Conan is an actual person and I don't believe people have the right to do that to others), this is made because I'm really bored and my ADHD makes it easier to write a fanfic rather than my ACTUAL FRIGGIN BOOK. But it's ok I'll be fine. (I think). I plan on finishing this, unless the suicidal thoughts get to me haha. Conan is his own person and this whole thing is a complete fantasy please remember that! Love you all so much, here's 'Please don't go, go'.

𝓗𝓮 𝓲𝓼 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓯𝓮𝓬𝓽. 𝓝𝓸 𝔀𝓸𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝓘 𝓪𝓶 𝓲𝓷 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓱𝓲𝓶. "Sometimes in the race to be loved, we forget that the most important person that can love us, is ourselves." Conan gets a dare to talk to Heather and eventually says everything he never told him. Heather, or better known as Heathcliff, is the boy who always made him feel irrelevant and less important. Never in a million years would he want to talk to him but when an unexpected cliche situation drives him to it, suddenly, Heathcliff isn't the Perfect Prince he knew anymore and maybe, just maybe...Conan enjoys talking to him. Life was never easy for Heathcliff. He was called the Perfect Prince in school because he complied easily and never argued. He is trying hard to become a little selfless and hopes to live a little more for himself rather than others. He is struggling from a brutal loss and trying to navigate his life through the mess. When a text from a very mysterious high school acquaintance pops up, he takes the chance to explore his depths and distract himself. Both boys soon discover that no matter how much they deny the connection between themselves, they care for each other and are starting to care for themselves too. Cover owned by me. Pictures inside the book are credited to the respective owners.

When the rumours about Lola and Conan started, they had widely different reactions. Lola hated this part of fame - the part where the truth got twisted for the purpose of entertaintment and excitement. On the other hand, the articles and rumours only fed the burning fire of love Conan has for Lola, and he could only dream she one day would see what everyone else saw; That they are perfect together.

'Cause all that you are, is all that I'll ever need ╱ In which two people meet on vacation, and have their lives changed forever.

&lt;3