Learning to let go is hard. But each day as I heal it will get easier

A powerful blend of memory, heartbreak, mental health, and self-expression through pain. It's to be raw, reflective, and emotionally gripping. By Angie This is not just a love story. It's a story of unraveling. the pages of her heart to reveal a journey shaped by love, abandonment, trauma, and transformation. What began as soft, innocent memories with a first love laughing by rivers, sharing midnight drives, holding hands like nothing could go wrong slowly collapsed into coldness, confusion, and emotional silence. I write about a boy who once made her feel seen, (or so I thought) and the boy who later treated me like a a dark cave, in the end the quiet devastation of feeling like an option, the ache of being misunderstood, and the mental toll of loving someone who couldn't or wouldn't love me back in the way I wanted it to be. Later finding out I was never loved for 3 years out of the 7,a waste of time This is a raw account of mental health battles, delusions mistaken for hope, and the long nights where survival didn't feel certain. It is also a tribute to the very people who broke me, their actions became the ink in my pen, their rejection the reason I found my voice. Through poetry, memories, journal entries, and intimate reflections, I will readers into the messy middle of my heartbreak and healing. I don't sugarcoat the pain. I honor it like a degree hooked on the wall, And by doing so, even the deepest wounds can give birth to art, and even shattered people can build something beautiful from the pieces. For anyone who has ever lost themselves in love, for anyone who stayed too long, for anyone who is still learning to let go You aren't alone.

whenever I think of you I'll come back here and sit with you for a few mins before I leave again.

Change my mind so much I couldn't find it life felt worse but good with you in it until we shot each other

Thoughts of him

7 years eventually came to an end.