Feelings | ความรู้สึกของฉัน Book 04 of the Collection "Love, to be Trusted" "'Cause feelings are hard to find." ..... Knowing his best friend, Matthew, and Matthew's older brother, Khaotung, for over 5 years, First had never let anyone know how much he truly felt for Khaotung. The older's nonchalance, but the hint of care was like drugs to First. And in no while, he realised he was getting addicted. From going to Matthew's room and laughing for hours with his best friend to going to 'meet' his best friend just to look for any trace of the older everywhere. No one was supposed to know about it, at least not until he couldn't keep it inside anymore. And when that day came, he had made one of the worst (or best) mistakes of his life by sleeping with Khaotung. Trigger Warnings: PTSD (Post-traumatic Stress Disorder), suicidal behaviour and attempts, sexually explicit content (P.s. this story has nothing to do with Khaotung and First's series. This is an RPF.)

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Dear Chef | ขออภัยด้วยครับเชฟ Book 03 of the Collection "Love, to be Trusted" Charlotte Austin, a widely popular food vlogger from Bangkok comes across a famous restaurant in the mentioned area. Not satisfied by the costumer's unpleasant behaviour, the chef, Engfa Waraha, calls the influencer out which results in Charlotte giving a horrible review to the restaurant's food. The food and behaviour review almost destroys the chef's career until Charlotte feels bad for her behaviour and asks for forgiveness. Will Engfa forgive her after what she did? Will it be difficult for Charlotte to win her over? Will their relationship get better with time? Stay tuned to find out ❤️ Tropes: Hate to love, Second chance, Drama, Morally gray character, Redemption, Restaurant owner x food vlogger, Chef x influencer Trigger Warnings: PTSD (Post-traumatic Stress Disorder), Flawed main character, Realistic attempts of life and love (P.s. this has nothing to do with EngLot's series. This is an RPF.)

My Cutest Sunflower | รักเธอนะซัน Mature (18+) 🔥🔞 Book 02 of the Collection "Love is Beautiful" Dear little Sunflower, Never thought I'd write something so cheesy but I love you, so much, more than actual sunflowers, more than my love for teasing people because you're the only one I like to tease and you're the only sunflower that blooms in my eyes. I might tease you, I might be imperfect, but my love for you is perfect and it'll never change. Just one request though, let me act cool sometimes, okay? You don't always have to call me out. . . . . . When the opposite sides of the universe, Moon and Sun had first met, they never thought they'd fill the gaps each other lacked so well. But here they were, all up in each other's worlds and totally inseparable. How did they get to that point? Well, it's a long story. If we start from the beginning, this will never end. Then... why not share the challenges they've been through after they were official rather than boring you out with the same old love story? A relationship is not the end, it's a new beginning. Building a house is hard, but keeping it intact is harder. It's not about being perfect, it's about being able to love each other so much that the imperfections are almost unnoticeable. Main characters: Moon (played by Khaotung Thanawat) Sun (played by First Kanaphan) Trigger Warnings: Explicit sexual content