Sometimes life feels like a burden on our back, Being alive feels like way too much to handle But life comes back, forces us to fix the wreck, In the rain, we're forced to light a candle Then life throws at us an umbrella maybe once in a while, And turn around, it's just a mile Life is never an easy fence, Cause there's still pain in mere existence -------- "Except she never knew, Cause I let her have my heart to chew" - From 'Thank you' "One will live one's life as all for the others Others will give one's life to save a feather" - From 'Lover' "Cause how would it be if your daughter is mental?" - From 'Disappear' "Desperation is an art Cause there's no toy better than a broken heart" - From 'Tears' "Attraction is a sin, But murder is all keen" - From 'My God' "Love itself isn't actually unrequited, But the will to fight is" - From 'Wrong Time' "This world is weird, being filled with sins, they try to tell us we're sinners" - From 'Sin' "She buried it, Her emotions, Forever" - From 'A Child' Won First Place in Best Cover in the Bloomera Awards 2026 ❤️

Mature (18+) 🔥 but the explicit scenes are skippable Dear Chef | ขออภัยด้วยครับเชฟ Book 03 of the Collection "Love, to be Trusted" Charlotte Austin, a widely popular food vlogger from Bangkok comes across a famous restaurant in the mentioned area. Not satisfied by the costumer's unpleasant behaviour, the chef, Engfa Waraha, calls the influencer out which results in Charlotte giving a horrible review to the restaurant's food. The food and behaviour review almost destroys the chef's career until Charlotte feels bad for her behaviour and asks for forgiveness. Will Engfa forgive her after what she did? Will it be difficult for Charlotte to win her over? Will their relationship get better with time? Stay tuned to find out ❤️ Tropes: Hate to love, Second chance, Drama, Morally gray character, Redemption, Restaurant owner x food vlogger, Chef x influencer Trigger Warnings: PTSD (Post-traumatic Stress Disorder), Flawed main character, Realistic attempts of life and love, mature content (P.s. this has nothing to do with EngLot's series. This is an RPF.)

Strictly Mature (18+) 🔥🔞 Feelings | ความรู้สึกของฉัน Book 04 of the Collection "Love, to be Trusted" "'Cause feelings are hard to find." ..... Knowing his best friend, Matthew, and Matthew's older brother, Khaotung, for over 5 years, First had never let anyone know how much he truly felt for Khaotung. The older's nonchalance, but the hint of care was like drugs to First. And in no while, he realised he was getting addicted. From going to Matthew's room and laughing for hours with his best friend to going to 'meet' his best friend just to look for any trace of the older everywhere. No one was supposed to know about it, at least not until he couldn't keep it inside anymore. And when that day came, he had made one of the worst (or best) mistakes of his life by sleeping with Khaotung. Trigger Warnings: PTSD (Post-traumatic Stress Disorder), suicidal behaviour and attempts, sexually explicit content (P.s. this story has nothing to do with Khaotung and First's series. This is an RPF.) Currently participating in "The Ink & Unwritten Awards" by @Ashes51

Charlotte Loves | ผู้อาวุโสที่ฉันรัก Mature (18+) 🔥 but the explicit scenes are skippable Book 01 of the Collection "Love, to be Trusted" Warning: My first ever story. Has a lot of flaws and isn't edited properly Main couple: Cherry and Lily (MilkLove) Side couple: Del and Jenny (ViewJune) Two childhood friends separate due to family issues and reunite in university. But one of them doesn't recognize the other immediately. After a long while of spending time together, they fall in love. But there are many obstacles in the way to their love. Cherry has always kept her lover Lily away from her family. It has always been a secret but now, Lily can't stay away anymore. What will happen when the conflict with Cherry's family slips into her newfound relationship? Will she continue keep her relationship in the dark or speak out and risk losing her love forever? Tropes: Best friends to strangers to lovers, Childhood best friends, Friends to lovers, Second chance, Messed up families, Slow burn Trigger Warnings: PTSD (Post-traumatic Stress Disorder), depictions of Violence, mentions of murders, crime and sexual content (P.s. this story has nothing to do with MilkLove's actual series. This is an RPF.) [Featured in the Ultimate Fanfiction Anthology by Wattpad Fanfic, Top Pick 11] [Formerly featured in Wattpad's Fanfiction account's LGBTQIAP+ reading list]

Mature (16+) 🔥 May's birthday party and she wants a special reward 😉

Love Mr. Client | แฟนฉันเป็นเด็กตัวโต Book 01 of the Collection "Love is Beautiful" "I love you so much!!! I really do." Tay replied, acting like a child, giving little smooches on New's neck. "Hmm... I love you too." "Stop now." New tried to push Tay away but he took his hand and kissed it. "You called this yourself." Tay kept kissing him and New didn't stop it anymore. "Tay, we're in your office." He slightly whined as Tay proceeded to eat him up. Tay again grabbed him by his hand to his office bathroom which was very spacious and locked the door. "Don't worry. This is soundproof." He smirked, causing a giggle out of New. "Okay." . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . A fashion designer, New Thitipoom and a clothing brand CEO, Tay Tawan, cross paths when Tay hires New to design dresses for his company. First impression, not the greatest, when heard New's designs got rejected by the CEO with great ego. But they slowly developed feelings yet way more is coming for them. Will they be able to dodge the challenges that comes their way or will they give up? First Place is Fantasy Forest Fanfiction Mini Contest in CEO/Mafia Category Tropes: Rivals to lovers, Fluff, Hurt/comfort, Big baby x responsible adult, Love/hate relationship (P.s. this has nothing to do with TayNew's actual series. This is an RPF.) Currently participating in "The Ink & Unwritten Awards" by @Ashes51

Mature (18+) but no NC scenes Love Under Suspicion | หลงรักอาชญากร Book 02 of the Collection "Love, to be Trusted" Love is one of the biggest mysteries of the world but when that love is under suspicion, can a well-known detective with a good reputation turn it in his favor? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . As a full time detective, Khaotung gets a case of a series of murders stirring up the city. He gets to the place of investigation and that's where he meets First, a charming bar owner of the area. After many investigations, the clues all come together to First. He is fishy. But in the meantime, Khao had already fallen for First's charms. Will he be able to trust First or will he confront him about the case? Does Khao have faith in his lover? Is the one stirring up the trouble, perhaps a serial killer really First? . . . . . . . . . . Tropes: Murder mystery, Detective x suspect, Detective x bar owner, Charming sunshine x sunshine protector, Highest ranking: #1 in firstkhao #1 in khaofirst #2 in moonlight chicken #44 in lgbtrights (P.s. This story has nothing to do with KhaoFirst's actual series. This is an RPF.) Trigger Warnings: Graphic depictions of violence, mentions of murders, suicide, rape and use of strong language. Previously named "Love Mystery" and "DenFill: Love with Trust" even before that. This is a rewritten version so if you've read it already, I'd like you to know that I've lost the previous version so this one is the same plot but different writing. [Featured in Wattpad's LGBTQ account's hidden gems from pride shelf reading list]