This is the sad story of Jane

Just some poems about how I'm feeling at any given point of the day. Mostly depressing stuff. This used to be "Here's Some Inspiration," but I made that an entirely different story on my page, so if you are looking for more inspirational happy writings go to that story instead. *DISCLAIMER* THIS STORY WILL NOT BE UPDATED AS FREQUENTLY AS IT USED TO BE, BECAUSE I GOT OUT OF MY DEPRESSIVE SELF, AND LEARNED TO BE HAPPY WITH MYSELF. IT TOOK A WHILE, BUT I GOT MYSELF TO BE OKAY AGAIN. If you are in need of help, please feel free to DM me. I'll always be here to help. :)

Depressed, lonely, Penny has really bad self confidence and basically hates herself and her mother and her boyfriend but is forced to live with her neglective mother and her abusive boyfriend. Because of her father moving to America to work with his amazing girlfriend and her beautiful, stuck up daughter that is prettier than Penny and skinnier. ;( School, is a shithole, for her, school for us is mean teachers, stupid teachers, people falling, bullying, disgusting couples in the halls getting a little too cosy and people laughing, then there's the emos. Which is Penny, she also joins in the math nerds and badass's group. Definitely, not the cheerleaders, jocks, popular, science geeks. She kind of sort of has, one friend, but this friend is even worse than her, his name is Darren. Dead Darren,is what everyone knows him for, everyone bullies him, the only friend he has is Penny, but their not even close. Darren has no parents, he's homeless, Penny lets him stay at her house when her mother and boyfriend are at the lake house, or at the movies. They both have tried suicide many times but failed, they met in an anti-suicidal group that her mother forced her to go to, his mother had forced him to go when she was alive, about a month later her and his father died. People bully suicidal people, because they want to feel good about them self, but when they make a suicidal person die, they are suddenly putting status's up on Facebook saying "RIP". HYPOCRITE! They hurt you, no matter how much they do, stay strong. If your looking for a sign not to hurt yourself, this is it, your strong beautiful, and someone out there cares about you, that someone is writing this, Fuck the people who don't, they don't deserve to even know you. HATERS GONNA HATE, FUCK DA HATERZ!!!!! This book is about a girl named, Suicidal Penny. For Darren's story I am starting his story soon.

I did not write all of these, but some I did. This was my 2013 depressive stage, but don't worry, I'm living a good life now. Never lose hope. Needless to say these poems are very depressing and do have triggers in them, so read with caution. Message me anytime. :)