After getting to Karasuno, Hinata experiences a lot of good volleyball player. Too bad for him that with Kageyama's harsh words, his own mental states start to get worse and worse with each passing day until he himself thinks it isn't worth carrying on anymore. Now to top that one-off, his family never wanted a son but a daughter too! With no real place where he can feel at home and accepted, this lonely crow decided to give it all up. It is worthless going on as he was a mistake and not wanted anyways. So why continue? A/N: This is a Haikyuu fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own Haikyuu, rights to the owner.

When Shouyou decided to end everything but the universe has other plans.

It was the semi-finals, they were playing against Aoba Johsai. No matter how many quicks were made, no matter how high he jumped, or even how much he was used as a decoy, they lost. Their defeat left them hurt, even those who didn't care all that much about the match, were left in annoyance. But no matter how down he was about the match or his uncomfortable home life, Hinata still tried to cheer his team up when they got back to the gym. But what if that happiness, the one thing that keeps up his motivation, is soon broken from just a few simple sentences by a fellow team-mate? [Possible Ships?] ⚠️ !! TW!! ⚠️ - Depression - Self-Harm - Talk of Suicide - Abuse - ED (maybe??)

I'm not good at descriptions so uh more information in the first chapter I think

Hinata has always been known as an amazing decoy, but he soon learns that skill is helpful off the court as well. Warning!!!! TW: Physical Bullying Verbal Bullying Cussing Bad Mental Health, I'm not sure how that will play out but my Trigger Warnings are my top priority so if there is something I'll make sure to note it in a couple different places.

(Collaboration) When Shoyo gets home after winning Nationals, he thinks that nothing could possibly change his mood. That is, until he sees his dad, who he hasn't seen since the beginning of Junior High. He soon finds himself in the same situation he was in then: His so called dad abusing him, while he tries to protect his younger sister, Natsu, and their mom, Utsukushī, from him. ⚠️⚠️⚠️!!Trigger Warnings!!⚠️⚠️⚠️ Abuse Self Harm Rape Bullying Panic Attacks More to come as the story goes on. I do not own the cover page. I found it on Google, but if you would like to make a cover page for this story, I would appreciate it!

✧. ►𝙒𝙚𝙡𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝘵𝘰 ▸ 𝐓𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭, 𝐑𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭, 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 【信 悔 怒】°•⁀➷ A ℌ𝔦𝔫𝔞𝔱𝔞 ℌ𝔞𝔯𝔢𝔪 𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘𝖙 fanfic ● 𝙀𝙣𝙟𝙤𝙮! 𝐓𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭 /𝘁𝗿ʌ𝘀𝘁/ Firm belief in the reliability, truth, or ability of someone. ⬬⬬⬬ 𝐑𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭 /𝗿ɪˈɡ𝗿ɛ𝘁/ To feel sad, repentant, or disappointed over something that one has done or failed to do. ⬬⬬⬬ 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 /ˈ𝗮ŋɡə/ Fill someone with anger; provoke anger within. ⬬ ⬬ ⬬ 𝗧𝗿𝘂𝘀𝘁 is like a sturdy foundation, the bedrock upon which a person builds their relationships and their sense of security. Without it, the structure of their life can become shaky and unstable. 𝗥𝗲𝗴𝗿𝗲𝘁 is like a weight that drags a person down, a burden that they carry with them wherever they go. It can make them hesitant, unsure of themselves, and filled with self-doubt. 𝗔𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗿, however, is a fire that burns hot and bright, fuelling a person's passions and motivating them to take drastic actions. But if not kept in check, it can also consume them, leaving nothing but ashes in its wake. Together, these emotions create a complex and dynamic portrait of a person, one that is shaped by their experiences and the choices they make in response to them. Of course, this anonymous person goes by the name of Karasuno's sunshine. 𝗛𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗮 𝗦𝗵𝗼𝘆𝗼.

Imagine; Hinata shoyo, depressed, abused, bullied and one of his only outlets , Volleyball. but, he has a secret he's secretly a masochist so every thing he goes through he loves. But what if his mask starts to slip and his team starts to notice. What would happen... no whats gonna happen.

Shoyo Hinata was a cheerful ball of sunshine and Karasuno's Greatest Decoy. He was always admired by his teammates of how good he was in volleyball. He loved everyone and was always smiling, making other people's day. But after his little sister's accident and a new kid stealing his crush and taking over his volleyball life, he began to slowly fade into the darkness of life. His teammates began to forget him, and when someone special to him passed away, he was left in grief and agony. Reminder: This is a suicidal story and there would be mentions of suicide and cutting, so considered yourself warned. This story is inspired by a bunch of other depressing Haikyuu books so credits to whoever stories that inspired me to make this. Also I know that it's late and stuff but I'm only making this for fun and for my classmates who really wants to read my stories.

Have you ever wondered how to fake a smile? or how to cover up deep secrets from your past? well there is a orange haired boy who does just that..each day covering up what he hides from his teammates, what is that secret lets just say its a bit....bloody (: Tw: murder, abuse, self harm ect ((Sorry this is so depressing im bored XD))