Trigger warning. Mention or depiction of Self harm, suicide, depression, sexual assault, abuse All works from when I was 10-14 and very depressed.

Silvia a new student at Bridge Way High School gets beaten and bullied by all of her piers. To relive emotion, she cuts her wrists and legs. Soon she finds herself falling for the star football player, Ash. They secretly become best friends. Maybe even fall in love. But life changing news turns her life around...

TW For the whole book!!! This is just a book of what goes through my mind as someone with an undiagnosed eating disorder :)

She's never had problems, until recently. Recently, her world has been falling apart, but from the inside out. Turned into a depressed girl with serious eating disorder problems, all she wants to do is let go of everything, and be thin. Lighter than air and be the skinniest of all. Slowly, she's drifting away from the real world into a world of her own, and pieces of her every day disappear and then she realises, but it's too late. Or is it? It's never too late to change... Right? The only person that can fix her is herself. *trigger warning* highest ranking in poe / 20

schizophrenia and anorexia meets depression and anxiety. both shoved into a home for troubled teens, but possibly the only helped they needed was each other. *UNEDITED*

This is the story of an abused teenage girl, Maddie. Her need to die has become overwhelming and she is trying to find a way to help herself before she does something she may regret. The story is told from her point of view as she recalls all that has happened to her. Maybe telling her story will help her, maybe not. This isn't just any other sob story. This is more realistic. You may even find yourself comparing your life to Maddie's while reading this story. Disclosure: I wrote this as a 13-year-old and the writing is definitely not up to my current standards, but I feel as though changing what I have already written would take away from the emotion I put into this story at 13 years old. If you'd like an updated and more well-written version, please read my other story entitled "Remembering". TW/CW: domestic violence, child abuse, sexual assault, depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation

Bella has been treated differently and bullied all her life. Little does she know, one raven haired beauty will show her it's OK to be different. But, Alice has a secret of her own. What she discovers changes her whole life. Read and find out. The Twilight Saga is the property of Stephanie Meyer, I only take credit for my ideas. WARNING: story contains self harm and futa. Consider yourself warned. Credit for the cover goes to ErebellaJameson

TW : Anorexie mentale et mutilation Lise a deux décennies. Elle est étudiante, elle affiche un sourire, elle affirme que tout va bien. Elle prend parfois ses repas, refuse souvent, et par-dessus tout, elle dissimule tout. Autour d'elle, personne ne perçoit ce qui vacille. Ou bien, on feint de ne pas le voir. Car Lise a appris à masquer ses véritables émotions. Cela est même devenu une sorte d'art. Cependant, à l'intérieur, quelque chose commence à se fendre. Un fardeau non visible. Une voix qui lui est familière. Un affrontement silencieux contre la faim, le reflet, les chiffres. Contre sa propre personne. Et si la véritable souffrance débutait là où les autres estiment que tout s'améliore ? Lorsque le corps retrouve sa forme, mais que l'esprit, lui, hésite ? Quand la guérison suscite autant d'angoisse que la maladie ? Ce roman narre le parcours d'une jeune femme cherchant à se retrouver. Chapitre après chapitre, le désordre se devine, s'insinue, s'établit. Et à la conclusion de chacun, un poème : tel une confession, un cri ou un chuchotement.

texte sur l'anorexie

This is not pretty poetry. These are truths I was never taught to speak. Here lie the words I swallowed, the pain I buried, and the questions they told me not to ask. For the unheard. For the unseen. For the ones who feel too much in a world that tells them to feel less. I write for you. I write for me.