*the first half of this is kinda bad but I promise you, the story gets better the more you read* John is in the closet, suffers with bad mental health and just wants to feel better. Luckily his friends are there for him, especially one. Lafayette. They're very close and pretty much best friends. Then they fall in love but after that, things start going downhill and feelings heat up between people. And how will John get out of this? Triggers: Swearing Violence Homophobia Mentions of selfharm and suicidal thoughts

College AU because I am original College is hard. Especially when your kinda in love with your roommate. !!!! I rewrote this story!!!! it is posted under the name 'hey, lover!' on my account!! read that instead of this, thanks!!!! Heavily inspired by caw-chan's Rebel AU and the fanfic Lams Modern College AU (LaurensxHamilton) by @oopsidiedsorry #13 in lams make that #12 in lams babey