When I met her, I fell in love with her smile. With her laugh, which she gave so free and loud, or soft and breathy in my ear. I'd fallen in love with her hands as they traced the air in front of my favorite paintings. With her fingertips as they braided her soft black hair. I'd fallen in love with her icy blue eyes, the dimple in her cheek, the smell of her spicy sweet perfume at the hollow of her throat, poisonous to me. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lucy Stewart is a textile artist in love with art of all kinds, but especially those that play on dark emotions. While sitting in a museum one evening, one of her very favorite such artists steps into her life. Together, they will create an art form neither of them have yet to experience alone... **New parts published on Wednesdays and Saturday's** CONTAINS: graphic consensual sex, language, kink Trigger warnings will be listed at the top of each chapter (there won't be many)

"why do you vape? it's bad for you. you know that, right?" she asked quietly after a moment. "i know it is, but i can't stop now. it's an addiction." i shrugged, fidgeting with my novo. "why can't i be your new addiction?" she whispered, looking at me pleadingly. "that can be arranged." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 5/1/2020 ended: 11/2/2020 ============================== achieved: ? #1 in #dontsmileatme 7/25/2020 ? #1 in #billieeilish 10/4/2020 ? #3 in #lgbtq 9/21/2020 ? #1 in #billie 9/27/2020 ? #1 in #claudia 10/17/2020 ? #17 in #lgbtpride 11/2/2020

"you know, i haven't been able to get you off my mind," i admitted quietly. my hands were fidgeting a bit nervously on the tabletop. "i told you, i'm unforgettable," billie smirked as she leaned across the table. her eyes stay locked onto mine as she gave me an effortlessly charming smirk. ============================== sage vance was doing just fine in life until billie eilish, who was persistent to say the least, waltzed into her life. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== g!p ============================== started: 2/4/2022 ended: 3/10/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #1 in #wlw 3/7/2022

"oh my god, help. i'm dead. her eyes. her eyes, dude." ----- obviously willow had heard of the famous billie eilish already, i mean, how could you not. but until then she'd never really cared who that eilish-girl was. scarred from her past, willow liked the new feeling of being appreciated and soon falls for the singer. although billie herself, has struggles to come clear with her own and new feelings for the other girl. are they supposed to be? ----- - strong language - brief mentions of suicide and depression - smut ----- achieved: 2 in #lesbian (april 2022) 4 in #gxg (july 2022) 2 in #billieeilish (august 2022) 1 in #wlw (august 2022) 1 in #concert (december 2022) 3 in #billie (march 2023) 1 in #finneas (april 2023)

"Let me kiss you." she says, the paparazzi swamping the doors as the airport staff tries their best to keep them from running down the walls. This book tells the story of a girl who unexpectedly runs into the word wide-known superstar Billie Eilish and finds out, they actually have quite some things in common. Little did she know that the green-haired sensation will play a very special role in her very boring life. ★ ʀᴇᴄᴇɪᴠᴇᴅ #2 - billieeilish #1 - lgbtfiction #1 - badguy #1 - finneas #1 - lovely #1 - losangeles #1 - thereforeiam #1 - lesbianlove #1 - airport #1 - billie #2 - eilish #3 - gxg #4 - lovely #1 - claudia 18+

!!! this is the sequel to my book "addiction" do not read this if you have not read "addiction" !!! ============================== with billie away on tour, jessie has to learn to cope without billie constantly within her reach. will she fall into old habits, or will she overcome her addiction? ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 11/3/2020 ended: 3/18/2021

what happens when a wallflower meets a social butterfly? ============================== "my darling, you will never be unloved by me; you are well too tangled in my soul." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 6/27/2022 ended: 11/7/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅#3 in #billieeilish 12/5/2022 🏅#3 in #billie 11/1/2022 🏅#10 in #eilish 10/26/2022 🏅#12 in #girlxgirl 7/24/2022