Do NOT expect me to make more chapters ok..? (Except I get forced to make more....)

ASDFVKHBGKJBHSDFKJVHB voidburger/77noli yayayyy au kinda idk DO NOT READ IF YOUR SENSITIVE TO SELFHARM TOPICS- triggerwarnings : -swearing -angst -self harm and more probably idk

After the loss of 007n7's dear son, C00lkidd, 007n7 has a hard time with coping. It was his fault, after all. The anguish is unbearable. He attempts with a gun, but Noli arrives when he's on the brink of death. The recovery is hard. 007n7 wishes it worked, but also has found new love for Noli. Will they drift apart again, or will they recover together? This fic requires a lot of trigger warnings, as you read you'll probably come across many. It's not lighthearted at all, if you are even a little bit uncomfortable with anything like gore, SH, suicide, vomit, etc. then please refrain from reading. You should always put your mental health first.

"Do you think God stays in heaven because he, too, lives in fear of what he's created?"-Steve Buscemi, Spy Kids 2 Hamilton wants the d(ark roast) *rereads this story* CRAWLING IN MY SKIN THESE WOUNDS, THEY WILL NOT HEAL This is a Lams coffee shop AU written from mostly John Laurens' P.O.V., but it does switch from time to time. In it, Laurens works the night shift at a coffee shop (who knows if a 24 hour coffee shop exists, but in fiction, anything is possible), that Hamilton decides to go to when after he gets struck with writer's block. Normal coffee shop AU antics ensue. To be honest, a lot of the story isn't actually in the coffee shop, but... So anyway, it's gay and no one dies...(yet) Buckle up and hold on. (Cover by yamhaylet)