I used to be a happy little girl...but everything changed. My best friend Ellie found a new best friend, Mindi Green; the most popular girl in our school. She was flawless, with beautiful blonde hair, glistening blue eyes, a hourglass body; compared to me she was the definition of perfect. Me? I have so many flaws, naturally curly brown hair, dull hazel eyes, and I'm fat. Delilah Jones lost her best friend...making her all alone. Everything was going down hill for Delilah... She started to starve herself, self harm and she even tried committing suicide... She is diagnosed with clinical depression... What happens when her mother encourages her to create YouTube videos? What happens when she agrees and becomes YouTube famous? What happens when she meets Joe Sugg? Will she fall for him?

Kaya is a British youtuber. She's a girl with lots of mistakes. She has depression, anxiety and she has A.D.D. Then, one day she meets Joe Sugg. She falls for him, but she has some problems about being with him.. What will happen? Read to join Kaya through hard times, happy times and sad times. You can find sorts of self harming, sexual scenes and stuff. Cover; nataliemarii3

“Where am I actually meant to sleep?” I turned to him with an raised eyebrow. A smirk grew on his face when he pulled me even closer. “Well actually you are meant to sleep on the couch but we both know that the couch is already occupied so how about you sleep in my room.” I made a face as if I would think about it. “Well, I could do that but there is only one problem.” Joe frowned, before I leaned in so my mouth was right next to his ear “I forgot to bring pjs”. Joe gulped before picking me up in his arms and carried me upstairs into his room as soon as the was closed he whispered into my ear “Oh that's not a problem.”

{I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS 13, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED} - If only life was like a YouTube video, you could pause, play, fast forward or rewind. Even cut out the bad bits and refilm them. But nothing's ever that simple. Keep up to date with us on Twitter @JoeSuggLCA :)

She may be popular, have rich parents and get what she wants but there is more to Riley Templeton than meets the eye. Join Riley as she moves halfway across the world in an attempt to escape her past. But will it just come back to haunt her? Joe Sugg comes along and gives her something she never had before. A sense of hope. With appearances from 5SOS and AU 1D, The City has a little something for every type of fangirl. Enjoy!