Twelve years ago, Ayaan Rathore was blamed for a tragedy that destroyed his family and was sent away without anyone hearing his side of the story. Now at eighteen, he returns to a home where everyone still believes he is guilty. As old memories resurface and hidden secrets begin to unfold, the truth about that night slowly starts to come out. Read the story to know the truth.

Seven older brothers. One crowded house. They gave him a place to live- but forgot to give him a home. Growing up, his life was perfectly organized on paper, but entirely empty in reality. To his seven older brothers, he was a responsibility to manage rather than a sibling to love. In the chaotic rush of looking after him, they completely missed him, leaving him to grow up isolated and invisible in the middle of a loud family. But you can't ignore a brother forever. When the emotional distance between them finally shatters, seven older brothers are forced to face the truth: they kept him safe, but they completely forgot to raise him. Now, they have to figure out how to stop being just guardians, and finally learn how to be big brothers.

BOOK THREE Ben Morris never meant to become the center of anything. He's used to orbiting - around friends, around drama, around people louder and brighter than him. Julian and Paul have always been that kind of gravity in his life: familiar, steady, a little chaotic. But this year feels different. 
Closer.
Charged. Lines blur, loyalties shift, and suddenly Ben is caught in a place he never expected to be: noticed. [experimental, could be read first but will allude a lot to the previous books]

BOOK TWO On the outside, Julian Douglas has everything: college athlete, good grades, friends who think he's unstoppable. But inside, he's unraveling. And the one person who ever made him feel whole-the boy he loved and lost-is the one person he can't let go of. Paul Jones is brilliant, beautiful, and broken. His art reaches millions, but behind the screens and gallery walls, he's drowning in silence, addiction, and a love that still lingers. When Julian and Paul collide again, old wounds resurface, old habits threaten to consume them, and both must decide if love is enough to heal what life has shattered. Heartbreaking, intimate, and unflinching, Alone explores the raw edges of mental illness, addiction, and the desperate, dangerous hope of holding onto someone who feels like home. : : : "I'm your boyfriend, Jules." He looked so sad then, so completely vulnerable and it was my fault. It was all my fault and I didn't notice until it was too late. "Do you forget that?" Maybe I did. Maybe I thought ignoring him would stop these feelings from surfacing, that missing him wouldn't take over if I never thought of him. And Paul had sighed, his hands coming up to wipe the few tears that hadn't fallen. His cheeks were flushed, he'd done enough crying for the day, and his hair was all over the place from his frustrated tugging. We'd both looked rough but seeing him just as a mess as I was... it made my heart hurt. So did his next words and I knew he'd already given up. "Do you wanna be with me or do you just not wanna be alone?"

BOOK ONE Coming out was supposed to set Julian free. Instead, it left him with a broken arm, a mother who won't stop preaching, and a silence that grows heavier every day. High school feels like a cage, and Julian is certain he doesn't belong anywhere-until Paul crashes into his world. With his inked skin, effortless charm, and a following that makes him untouchable, Paul should be the last person Julian lets close. Loving Paul means risking exposure, rejection, and heartbreak all over again. Worse, it means facing the cruelest voice of all-the one inside Julian's own head. Tender, raw, and unflinching, Open is a story about first love, first heartbreak, and finding the courage to believe you're worthy of both. ::: I could feel it when his body finally went slack, when he'd fallen asleep and soft snores emitted. And I thought I was getting better at this breaking down thing... I honestly did but when I was alone, I seemed to fall apart. Endless serenades of how worthless I'd been and how destructive I was; I was a disappointment to literally everyone and I hated it. My breathing became shallow as I cried for the second time that day, finally feeling content being immersed in guilt. A shudder wracked through my body, tears escaping and Paul pulled me closer as he woke silently. Mumbling soft nothings against my skin and kissing it to slow my breathing, he tried to lull me to sleep, "It's okay, you're okay." Refusing to speak -my voice failing me- his arm came up to wrap around my shoulder and I held him there, placing a small kiss to his tattooed skin in a broken sign of gratitude, I must've run out of tears. And I felt at ease.

​"We built empires from blood, sweat, and silence. But we forgot how to build a home."

Seventeen year old James is used to having foster kids around the house. Some stay for weeks, others for months, and even the most problematic of them tend to open up to his mother's kindness and gentle discipline. Until the new kid arrives. The one nobody else agreed to foster due to his history. He's trouble, and James finds himself both hating him and drawn to him at the same time. But where kindness has failed, could hatred provide a cure? *** WARNINGS: The story contains mature themes and language. Not suitable for children. Some chapters include violence and may be triggering for some people. Read at your own discretion. -------------------------------------------------- Dear Reader, I hope you'll enjoy this story! Let me know what you think! If you notice any errors or typos, please let me know in the comments section and I'll gladly fix them! #4 in Gay on 2022-05-18 #2 in boyxboy on 2020-03-27 #1 in Gay on 2020-03-27

Yonderly; emotionally or mentally distant ~~ Enzo. A little boy that only needed his older brothers. However, he's not a little boy anymore. He's grown. He is now a 13 year old, and suddenly his brothers want him back. Or, want something from him? Can Enzo trust the same brothers that left him? How will he make new friends? How does his love life go? And there's secrets. There are so many secrets. Can Enzo and his friends solve this mystery or do they get distracted by all the lies? Follow Enzo along in a cliche, but also not cliche book. ~~ Guys I promise the snippet doesn't do it justice. You just need to read the book

"They say children resemble their mothers the most. Maybe that's why my brothers can't stand looking at me." Ayesh Reddwell has spent seventeen years living like a ghost inside his own home. In a mansion filled with wealth, power, and five older brothers, he somehow became the only thing no one wanted. Because the day he was born... their mother died. "You should've been the one in the grave instead." At school, bruises fade. At home, words don't. Still, Ayesh keeps returning to the same cold house, the same dinner table, the same brothers who look at him like a living mistake. Maybe because a part of him still hopes that one day, they'll finally see him as family instead of a punishment. But hope is dangerous. Especially for someone already learning how tiring it is to survive. "I'm a little tired, brother."

Childhood friends. High school rivals. Enemies at war. Lovers against the world. Adrian Moreau - the cold, brilliant Canadian billionaire CEO who built his empire on ice and ambition. Lorenzo De Rossi - the ruthless, magnetic Italian mafia king who rules the underworld with fire and blood. They were once inseparable boys sharing secrets in a dusty classroom. Then came distance, silence, betrayal... and the dangerous lives neither of them chose. Years later, fate drags them back together at a glittering gala, their gazes colliding like fire and glass. Now, boardrooms and back alleys become battlefields. Negotiations turn to banter, jealousy turns to obsession, and violence threatens to rip them apart even as desire pulls them closer. Between stolen kisses, bloody wars, and tender moments no one else sees, Adrian and Lorenzo must decide: will their love survive empires built on danger? Or will the world tear them apart once more? A story of power, passion, and the thin line between enemies and lovers. Ice Prince x Mafia King. Fluff, angst, smut, and everything in between.