I turn my grief into verses so it has somewhere to sit quietly.

a songbook with tracks written from 2024-2026. mostly 2025-2026 though. Disc 1 (Tracks 1-9): Maledictio Amor Disc 2 (Tracks 10-20): Syncopation for the Modern Drummer

"being a shield is my birthright." • This work is dedicated to everyone who is healing, recovering, learning (and unlearning), discovering, becoming, and being. For all of the oldest siblings, those recovering from trauma of any kind, the twenty-somethings, all of my queer and trans and disabled and neurodivergent siblings, people whose favorite trope is found family, those who struggle with chronic pain/illness, and anyone who just can't figure out how to word things. This is for you. This is also for me, for my future self, so I can hopefully look back one day and thank the Universe for how I've grown and how much I've gained. Here's to hoping for a better future.