akito finds himself falling deeper and deeper into depression picking up unhealthy coping mechanisms along to way. after a suicide attempt everything changes, how will he recover? there is going to be triggering topics within this fic. such as: self-harm, attempted suicide, implied sa, cyberbullying, paranoid hallucinations (hearing voices) and eating disorders. don't force yourself to read this if you find yourself too sensitive to the topics, take care.

since it's being written at the same time as another fanfic, don't expect frequent updates. also don't know how this'll end, though it'll likely be short. (also idk how to write descriptions). aaand lastly I just stole the cover from google so The story primarily focuses on Akito after a rather large fight with Toya- different from the main story, but also kinda similar. It's about when the main story would take place, the Vivids having recently partnered together. And there stood Akito, watching silently, having lost the one he stood next to.

Writer Toya x Editor Akito (Toya only writes fanfics on Wattpad and ao3, nerd) (Got Cover off Google) Partial 1st Person POV (Toya), Partial 3rd Person "After maybe a few years of me writing these stupid fan fictions off wattpad, I got a strange text. I still don't know how he got my number, but he's big a huge help." also Toya gets into singing and Wowww

"In the end, you and I were never an option." -------- Toya was a really great student and actually liked going to school. He and his friends would always have a great time together. But one day...everything changed. "Just because of Toya." School stopped being fun and the people he cherished so much eventually left. Just as the blue haired tries to forget everything, a ginger haired boy appears in his life and changes it another time... ...And most of the time, changes aren't something good. ... "Why am I throwing up flower petals...?" -------- Hanahaki Disease: A disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings, or when the victim dies. It can be cured through surgical removal, but when the infection is removed, the victim's romantic feelings for their love and memories also disappear. The symptoms of the disease are summarized to strong pain, having flowers blooming in the heart and lungs, and then throwing them up. The disease begins with coughing up a few petals and growing in intensity (and pain) until the victim is vomiting entire flowers, by which point the disease has entered its final stages... (Cover by me) TW⚠️-coughing/ throwing up, depression (?), suicide, mentions of blood and death Updates: Every Wednesday and Saturday Started: October 11th 2023. Ended: December 27th 2023. -English is not my first language, so I deeply apologize for any mistakes (and i also apologize if this is cringe) -- Top Rankings: #1 in "badend" (November 24th 2023) #1 in "akitoya" (December 09th 2023) #1 in "hanahakidisease" (July 06th 2025) #16 in "projectsekai" (September 2nd 2024)

Toya and Akito have been singing with eachother for a very long time. They even consider one another their best friend. But Akito doesn't know if what he's feeling is exactly that of which a friend feels toward another friend. Akito wants to be with Toya until he dies. He wants to hold him, kiss him, talk with him for hours even days on end. He just doesn't know it yet. He can't or simply is ignoring how's he feeling in fear that if he acknowledges his feelings they'll grow and he may ruin the friendship he has with Toya. Toya is more of the quiet type but when around Akito he feels so safe. He can speak freely and expresses his emotions more outwardly when with Akito. He feels so at ease when he's with him, as if all the pressure being put on him from mainly his father just goes away. He wants to stay with Akito forever but he's terrible with emotions and can't tell if what he's feeling is romantic or platonic. First fic so please don't bash me instead you should give me constructive criticism, hell yeah. Anyways prosekai fans rise also we can agree that VBS and WxS are the best bands. Good. A little TW: Shitty dad Any chapter that could potentially trigger someone will be marked with: ⚠️ ALSO NONE OF THE CHARACTERS ARE MINE THEY ALL BELONG TO THE CREATORS OF PROJECT SEKAI

|| "Hey, Ena, do you think they'd still be there?" "Probably not. It's been years." || Akito and Ena return to their homes, yet life decides to separate them from their old partners. || SEQUEL TO EDITOR || || This isn't Ena focused, despite her being mentioned. It's mostly focused on Akito and Toya. No Ena. Just mentioned. ||

It's Toya's first year of high school starting off at a new school, there he meets a boy that he quickly bonds with and reunites with old childhood friends. As time goes on Toya grows feelings for this friend and can't get rid of them, so he believes that he has no other choice but to confess. Yet Toya doesn't believe his friend shares the same feelings which holds him back. Story picture made by @/onou102 on twt

in which unrequited love takes it's toll ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• he loves the one who is destined to belong to somebody else, and with a newfound disease as a possibility to take a hold, panic grows between people around him while the clueless boy he falls head over heels for has no idea. •bisexual toya, gay akito •tw for anorexia, sh, abuse