♥︎This is my first time writing smut so dont judge♥︎

After Dostoyevesky's death having Dazai nearly witnessing the death of all of his friends, he finally has an actual change in heart. Despite that, he's plagued with horrid nightmares of everyone dying and all because of him. As always he can't seem to get away from Chuuya either with him being the focal point of every nightmare and it did have an impact on him. Dazai realises he in fact holds strong feelings for the short ginger man. Naturally, of course when one side of double black changes so does the other. All this while trying to deal with 7 missing people and 6 missing families is a lot to juggle. 𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 - mentions of suicide - graphic depiction of suicide - mentions of self harm - mentions of death -swearing, mentions of alcoholism - alcohol - smut - graphic imagery

❝Well maybe you're right but if you hadn't have hurt me so much Dazai then maybe I would have been able to love you❞. 🦋 Warning for mentions of suicide, self-harm, drugs, sexual assault and violence 🦋 I wrote this when I was 17 and now I am 21 so shhhhhhh there may be grammar and punctuation mistakes

Chuuya is a very stubborn person. He throws tantrums with his mom, his teachers, everyone. However, the tall bandaged guy at his new school somehow got Chuuya to behave and to be obedient with him. A little strictness is all the spoiled brat needs. HIGHSCHOOL AU warning - explicit scenes

Mia Park's life is a portrait of perfection to the outside world-a straight-A student , society darling , and the pride of her influential family . But behind the pristine façade lies a girl suffocating under the weight of expectations , haunted by her late mother's legacy and her father's relentless demand for perfection . When the pressure becomes unbearable , Mia contemplates ending it all , only to be interrupted by an unexpected figure : Yoon Jeonghan , the prodigy her family never stops comparing her to . Jeonghan , aloof and enigmatic , has no interest in saving Mia-yet he can't walk away . As their lives intertwine , both uncover the scars left by their pasts and the secrets that bind them in ways they never imagined . Together , they navigate a world where appearances mean everything , while struggling to redefine their identities and find solace in each other's brokenness . But as the ghosts of their families' histories resurface , Mia and Jeonghan must confront painful truths that could either shatter their fragile connection or give them the strength to finally break free .

╭┈─────── ೄྀ࿐ ˊˎ- ❝Ah! You write books?!❞ ❝ Yeah? And?...❞ ?? ?????!! ╰► after observing the young writer for days, the young illustrator decides to talk with the young writer... -© started: December 2022 -© rewritten: March 2023