Ivantill Jockemo AU//Angst + spicy//new chapter every 2/3 days unless busy Till and Ivan haven't spoken in years. They used to be inseparable. Then everything fell apart. Now they're stuck in the same school, carrying old wounds neither of them knows how to heal. Till is trying to survive rumors, bullying, and the exhausting reality of being someone the world refuses to understand. Ivan is trying to pretend he's okay. He's not. Between secret messages, late-night calls, near disasters, accidental kisses, and feelings neither of them are ready to name, the two slowly find their way back to each other. The problem? Everyone else figured out they're in love long before they did. A slow-burn IvanTill story about second chances, identity, healing, and two idiots who keep accidentally acting like a married couple while insisting they're "just friends."

"Chasing petty romances isn't the end-all be-all in life." Vincent was not a man who could easily be swindled with anything, especially not love. Love is not something he wishes to bother with. He already had everything he could've wanted. Fame as a chef, a world-renowned restaurant of his own, and a nice apartment on top of said restaurant. What more could he ask for? Well, it was possibly the attention of the stupid little brunet waiter that worked for him, and he didn't even know it yet. (Dead Plate, but what if Vincent was normal and didn't have psychopathic tendencies)

Till has always been a gentle and emotionally grounded boy, trying to navigate friendship and love in an unsteady boat all by himself. At school, students called him "Creepy Till". He lived in his own world, lost in his love for art and psychology, and often forgot to exist anywhere else. He never learned how to make friends, every interaction he had was awkward, every attempt to connect clumsy and uncertain. He had a lot of fears : attention, crowds, but the biggest of all tortured him in his sleep. Till suffered from recurring nightmares since middle school. When a new student joined his class and sat beside him, Till realized that the boy whose gaze haunted his every nights truly existed, that he was more than a product of his imagination. Ivan entered his life suddenly, like a storm. He was everything Till wasn't: magnetic, confrontational, and impossible to ignore. He was unpredictable, impossible to read, his behavior was erratic, he seemed to both despise and need Till at the same time. Raised in a household where love and hate were indistinguishable, he was left with a warped sense of intimacy. The quiet rejection that Till gave him was unbearable and made him remember his lowest moments. He couldn't stand the way he looked at him and avoided him. That's why he decided that, if he was going to be hated anyway, he might as well earn it. What begins as a series of misunderstandings, lies and deliberate cruelty, soon reveals something else beneath: a desperate longing to be seen, to be loved, and to heal. This is a story about love distorted by pain, about two boys trying to bound from broken pieces. Over time, Till's quiet empathy begins to reach the wounded child buried inside Ivan. And for the first time, the raven haired boy realized that hatred isn't the same as love, and that what's truly his doesn't need to be marked in order to be real. The cover is a fanart made by @Dutd on red note ( ID：Dutdtilkhdkgd )

Ivan and Till have been best friends since childhood - inseparable, loyal, and seemingly unbreakable. But when they enter college together, the cracks in their bond begin to show. Ivan has harbored a deep, unspoken crush on Till for years, a quiet obsession that only intensifies as they grow older. Till, on the other hand, has these unfamiliar feeling. He doesn't even know what he feels anymore. While Ivan clings to their shared history and the illusion of something more, Till remains blissfully unaware or willfully ignorant, using Ivan's devotion as emotional support without realizing (or admitting) the damage it causes. Their friendship slowly turns toxic: full of emotional manipulation, guilt, dependency, and unbalanced love. Ivan can't let go, and Till can't give what Ivan needs. Eventually, the truth spills out - Ivan confesses. What follows is silence, distance, and a heartbreaking experience. Will they find love for one another? COVER ART CREDIT: @lucidkana on X This story is my idea, please don't steal from it.

─────୨ৎ──── "You always smell like hospital antiseptic," Ivan muttered, wrinkling his nose. "What, you allergic to soap?" "Maybe I'm allergic to dumb jocks," In the world where Omegas are owned and silenced, Till survives by hiding what he is. Cold, guarded, and buried under scent blockers, he's managed to pass as a Beta - until he's forced to room with Ivan, a cocky Alpha jock who's way too curious for Till's safety. As tension sparks and secrets start to unravel, hiding gets harder. And being seen might be the most dangerous thing of all. ════════════ Jock Ivan x Emo Till Side ships : ♪ HyuLuka ♪ MiziSua

─── ･ ｡ﾟ🩶☆.☽ . ─── 𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙪 𝙛𝙖𝙣𝙛𝙞𝙘 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙪𝙣𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙚, 𝙛𝙤𝙘𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣 𝙞𝙫𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡, 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙘𝙧𝙪𝙢𝙗𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙞𝙯𝙞𝙨𝙪𝙖 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙮𝙪𝙡𝙪𝙠𝙖. 𓂃𓈒𓏸 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙛 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙨? 𝙖 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙗𝙪𝙧𝙣 𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 ... 𝙞𝙫𝙖𝙣, 𝙩𝙝e 𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙤𝙧 with black eyes, 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙨𝙬𝙞𝙧𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 - 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙖𝙯𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙩𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙚. 𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙚 - 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙤𝙧 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚𝙨, 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙖𝙨 𝙞𝙛 𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚. 𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙨 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙢𝙚𝙧, 𝙘𝙤𝙤𝙡𝙚𝙧 - 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙖𝙯𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙬𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨. 𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙞𝙫𝙖𝙣 𝙖 𝙗𝙞𝙩... 𝙩𝙤𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝. 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙨 𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚 - 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙚

They say spring is for new beginnings - but what if yours had already started, and you didn't notice? ⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚ Till isn't good at feelings. He's good at music, at getting detentions, and at pretending not to care. Especially about things like cherry blossoms or clingy best friends with black hair and too many shallow emotions. Especially about Ivan. ˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗ Ivan, who's always there. Ivan, who talks too much and listens too carefully. Ivan, who's been in love with Till for longer than he'll ever say out loud. 𓂃⋆.˚ But Till's eyes are on someone else - Mizi, passionate and brilliant and so painfully unreachable. And Mizi? She's in love with Sua. ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ In a world of unspoken things and unsent confessions, spring blooms quietly around them. As songs are written, friendships are tested, and the truth starts to rise to the surface - Till will have to face the one thing he's always avoided: what really matters, and who he can't imagine losing. ๋࣭ ⭑ ˚　　　　✦　　　.　　. 　 ˚　.　　　　　 . ✦　　　 　˚　　　　 . ★⋆. 　　　.   　　˚　　 　　*　　 　　✦　　　.　　.　　　✦　˚ 　　　　 ˚　.˚　　　　　　.　　. 　 ˚　.　　　　 　　 　　　　 pov: alternating (ivan/till) status: completed

Till never expected to see Ivan again-especially not as his assigned college roommate. After drifting apart post-high school, their relationship had become a blur of unspoken feelings and silences too long. But now, in the small, sunlit Room 307, the two are given a second chance. Ivan, now an architecture student with a quiet demeanor and late-night design habits, isn't the same boy Till remembers. And Till, a literature major who still doodles in the margins of every notebook, finds himself both nervous and curious. As the semester rolls on, shared spaces become shared moments-takeout on the floor, sleepy conversations at 2 a.m., midterms survived with tea and laughter. Slowly, their walls fall. Between art exhibits, campus festivals, snow days, and movie nights, their friendship blossoms into something softer, deeper. And maybe this time, they won't leave things unsaid.

What if Ivan stops chasing after Till. What if Till said something that breaks Ivan's heart and he starts letting go. What if that bothers Till more than it should. Find out with me. College au. IvanSua siblings. Ships: Ivantill (obviously) Mizisua Hyuna × Luka