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Soren Levy Tanchuan, a ship's Captain and a notorious playboy back in the day, has been living his life on his own terms - carefree, unattached, and unbothered by commitment. Not until Julian, a second officer pilot, came soaring into his life carrying a revelation that shifted things completely. As their relationship grows beyond shared responsibilities, Soren found himself getting swept up by the emotions he no longer could ignore. Tied by the past and new found connection, will the crosswinds and currents of their love's complexity drift them apart?

To him who shines the most, I offer my heart.

Might not. Probably won't. Maybe never. Unlikely. Doubtful. Despite being everything he could have been, Elize constantly settled in the dark, lurking with the impossibles and uncertainties. He believed that he would grow up and take the path of life in a single route with one straight line; no turns, no shortcuts. Perhaps it was because his one and only flesh and blood prompted him to think that if he didn't act like how he was made and how he was supposed to be, he would never reach the light at the end of the tunnel, or never reach his dreams, never be accepted, never be treated seriously...never be loved. The word "Always" was never in Elize's vocabulary-an exception with always doubting, always trying, always...just dreaming. But never the good kind of "Always". Then he tasted it, the bittersweet sensation in his tongue when his mother left him to work abroad. Elize then started to thrive, meet new friends, socialize, be a human...fall in love. For the first time, Elize felt free, felt genuine, felt...guilty? Guilty...was it because he felt glad his mother left, or because he met someone that made him start to feel the Always' in his Nevers? Regardless, he dedicated his whole life in chasing that assurance in his world of doubts, and he simply could not back out now. But when good things come to an end, the choice is yours if you want to let it go, or fight for it. If you choose the latter, make sure to draw blood and fight until you're dead. Just like Elize did.

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[ Iskwala Series #2 ]

Series 3: uhu In life's downpour, his umbrella shields our fragile hearts. started: Dec. 01, 2024 ended: September 02, 2025 photo used as book cover is not mine. credit to the rightful owner.

One punch, and the world tilted off its axis.

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