Some days, you feel like you're drowning, and the world doesn't even notice. This story follows one girl's quiet battle with the things she can't say out loud-her fears, her scars, and the moments when hope feels impossible. But maybe, in counting down 202 days, she'll find something worth holding onto. Massive trigger warning, this story is loud and sad and will hurt, (in a good way). It will be very triggering and read with care. It expresses thoughts and actions of self destructive behaviour, death thoughts, dark thoughts and maybe some happy thoughts