-NOT EDITED. DON'T PLAN TO EDIT EITHER- (I wrote this when I was 15/16 and honestly, I have no idea what kind of a dark twisted mind I had but I have finished it so that it has an end. I hope you enjoy and if not, complain to the girl from 6 years ago). "She was such a good **** guys..." I heard him say. I kept ducked under the bushes, at no cost was I going to get caught. One of his friends spoke, "Dude, so you just ****ed her and left?" He laughed and replied "course not, I brought out my baby" he showed them his 5inches long knife. It was covered in blood. Instantly I knew what he had done. I blinked back my tears; it was not the time or place to become weak. I snapped my head up when I heard him say "I jabbed into her stomach once, twice, three times did the job. HAHAHA" I was enraged, my knuckles were becoming white as I fisted my hands. But now wasn't the time.

(Sequel to "I Just Wanted The Remote...") Jenny's back from her first year of college. When she reunites with her family and friends after a year, and she thinks nothing has changed. She believes everything is just how she left it. But what she doesn't know, is that there are more secrets to be kept, and to be told. Not just from Aaron, Hayden, and Lea. Jenny has a few secrets of her own, and someone pays a visit this summer to help reveal them. When summer ends, Jenny makes the most important decision of her life. Let's see who sticks around to hear it.

Have you ever had something happen to you, that you know you'll remember for the rest of your life? Have you had something embedded in your memory, that you would be able to recite everything that happened, without missing a single detail, weeks, months and maybe even years after it happened? Do you have memories so horrifying that they plague your mind and make you toss and turn all hours of the night, never getting any sleep? Does your family tip toe around you, never acting like their normal selves, always watching what they say in case you have a bad reaction? Do you get these looks of pity and sadness thrown at you whenever someone finds out about your past? If yes then you will understand what Alyssa has been going through these past 4 years.