Drink all night, never sleep You say go, I won't leave I love you, you love me But not in the same way Rip my heart out and leave On the floor, watch me bleed I love you, you love me But not in the same way ~~~~~~~ Buck and Eddie fell into a FWB situation after Tommy broke up with Buck. They love each other desperately, but Not In The Same Way (or is it?)

Buck's feeling is starting to grow day by day because of a certain firefighter. He is afraid that if he tells him the truth then he might reject him and he will lose his bestfriend in the process.He tried to hide it and fight it but for how long? will he just risk it all? or stay silent? What about eddie? will he accepts buck Update we follow eddie and buck's journey as they face challenges in their relationship. Note I'm still new at writing so it's not really polish and English is my second language so, yeah, hope you love it. I do not own any of the characters, fox does. Highest ranking #1 men's love #2 buddie #1Tarlos

Evan 'Buck' Buckley grew up around a horrible family, Margaret and Phillip were not the best parents to Evan, even Maddie ignored him for the most of it, he was lied to his whole life, are they surprised Evan turned out like this? Buck had sued the station for not letting him come back after being cleared, he could have taken the $8 million dollars, he just wanted his job back, his family at the 118 but no. He didnt get one back thats the cost of telling your lawyer things. After being ignored for months, Buck decided to distance more after they tried to reach out to him, how long could Bobby keep this act up? Of pretending Buck wasnt there. Chimney and Hen couldnt take it within the first week. Eddie accepted it and lashed out on Christopher, Bucks name isnt mentioned in the Diaz household anymore. Maddie no longer rang Buck. This will be a very long book since i am trying to average 1k words per chapter some might be 2k or even more but bare with the slow-burn in Buck and the 118s relationship. Based off of the lawsuit but its season 5+ ALSO ON A03 AND IT IS ME!! -MV1SPIDERMAN_33

"I didn't want you to see. You- You were already so worried, and had so much more going on, I didnt want to be another problem," Buck whispered and Eddie tutted at him. "Buck, youre my best friend. My partner. My family. I'm always going to worry about you, especially with the year we've had. Shit, the last decade really. "But I understand, okay? I'm just happy you finally told someone," he said softly and Buck blinked at the ceiling, trying to stop the tears. ~~~~~~~ A small moment of Eddie being by Buck's side during his recovery