❝I can taste the pills on your tongue.❞ - - - Valarie Bennett is unraveling-running on no sleep, worse habits, and the constant pressure to play music. Every set feels like a countdown. Every day gets harder to survive. But she was never meant to do this alone. Not without Peter. He was her brother. Her partner. The one who made everything make sense. Now he's gone-and the world is finally watching. Then there's Billie Eilish. Too observant. Too calm. Too close. Someone who sees through the lies, calls her out, and refuses to let her disappear quietly. The closer Billie gets, the harder it is to hold everything together- and the easier it is to fall apart. Because some lines don't just blur- they break. - - - Started: 4/14/2026 (M/D/Y) Ongoing!!! - - - Disclaimers: heavy use of drugs and alcohol, mentioned nearly every chapter, so please don't read if this triggers you

Lava moves from Sweden to Los Angeles for a few months to work at a horse ranch, hoping for a fresh start. She never expected to meet Billie. Especially not at that very same ranch. What starts as a coincidence slowly turns into something deeper, softer, and harder to walk away from. But love becomes complicated when two completely different worlds collide. A slow-burn story about love, fear, struggles, healing and finding home in another person.

Billie drifts through parties and stages alike effortlessly charming, a little reckless, and never tied down, until she meets Emily.. Emily is sweet, playful, and impossible to pin down. Their chemistry sparks instantly, but Billie keeps just enough distance to keep Emily guessing. A Billie Eilish fanfic, with (a lot of) smut. #girlxgirl #Billiexgirl

Billie didn't fall in love the normal way. She met someone who climbed out of the woods, asked the questions no one dares to ask and made chaos feel like home. What starts as a chance encounter turns into something unmanageable, messy, magnetic and impossible to ignore.

[Billie Eilish x Female OC] June's breakup was bad enough without the added stress of fleeing to a suspiciously affordable guesthouse nestled halfway down a canyon. She's determined to keep her head down and avoid embarrassing herself in front of the property owner who wrote a carefully worded 'ignore me' addendum into the lease. That rule would be easier to follow if Billie didn't turn out to be nosier, weirder, and a lot more emotionally available than any landlord should be, and if she would stop leaving lemons on June's porch. Soon, "don't talk to the landlord" becomes "don't pet her dog", "don't fall asleep on her lawn", and "don't get used to the way she looks at you like she knows exactly how she'd undo you." In this summery slow burn of a queer romance, independence gives way to intimacy as June learns the difference between running away and starting over. 🥇 #1 in Eilish

BODYGUARD -Fey lives by rules. By distancing herself from others has always kept her safe, being in control helped her navigate through life. It's part of her job. Part of who she is. -Billie lives in the spotlight. Everything she does is watched, managed, decided for her, except how she feels. And for the first time, she lets herself feel something real. So what happens when Billie suddenly starts getting messages and notes threatening her. Claiming to be someone close. Suddenly Fey isn't protecting Billie from her world, she's being let into it

she left to forget. now she's back-and so is everything she tried to bury. charlie was never supposed to come home. not after the falling out with her childhood best friend, not after the accident that left her physically and emotionally scarred, and definitely not after she lost herself somewhere along the way. but when life leaves her no choice, she returns to the one place that holds both her fondest memories...and her deepest heartbreak. back in the town she called home once upon a time, charlie has to face the ghosts of her past: therapy sessions she doesn't want, a future she's unsure of, and billie eilish-the girl she once called her best friend, and maybe something more. time has changed them. secrets still linger. and feelings? they never really went away. is it too late for second chances? or is this the moment charlie finally lets herself be loved the way she'd always dreamed?

I didn't go to that party looking for anything, if I'm being totally honest I didn't even want to go. But when her eyes caught mine, something in me shifted. My closed off self began to open up without warning. I've worked hard to build a life that looks beautiful from the outside-even if sometimes, I don't always feel beautiful on the inside. I've kept people at arm's length. I've told myself I'm fine being alone. Then Billie kissed me. And suddenly, I wasn't so sure about anything. This story is about us. About falling in love when you least expect it. About trust, and timing, and choosing each other again and again-even when it's scary. Even when it's messy. This is our Fever Dream. 🥇 eilish - 14.07.25 🥇 billieilishfanfic 14.07.25

Billie rises fast inside an unforgiving industry, her life expanding until there is no space left to be private. Fame does not save her. Every feeling is louder, everything more visible, every moment lived under watch. She learns how to perform strength while carrying a darkness she refuses to name, terrified that if she lets it surface, it will consume her. The world keeps asking for more of her, even as she is quietly unraveling. Nat remains behind, rooted in a place that never opens for her. Stripped of choice and opportunity, she clings to her creativity as proof that she still exists. Her life is small, quiet, and heavy. She survives by disappearing inward, haunted by the sense that something essential has already passed her by. Around her neck hangs a key, a symbol of what she has always believed she was waiting for, though she no longer knows what door it belongs to, or if it will ever open. Years later, when their lives intersect again, love does not arrive as salvation. It arrives as tension. As longing. As fear. Their connection becomes both refuge and risk, forcing them to confront the parts of themselves they've learned to hide. Together, there is desire, guilt, shame, and the terrifying realization that loving someone does not mean you know how to stay alive for them. TRIGGER WARNING🔐 heavy sexual themes various mentions of: sh, suicide ideation, truama, depression, etc. Slow burn, friends to lovers, gxg.

Elena Ramos is a new grad physical therapist with one goal - pay off her student loans. She reluctantly takes a job on a worldwide tour with musical artist, Billie Eilish. Months on the road. Stay professional. Don't get attached. That plan lasts exactly as long as you'd expect. When professional becomes personal and private becomes public, Elena finds herself navigating a world she never wanted filled with paparazzi, tabloids, and the brutal cost of loving someone famous. As mental health crises collide with public pressure and burnout threatens to destroy everything, Elena learns that real love isn't about the fairytale moments.