NOTICE: this book isn't being discontinued, but more like rewritten completely. It will be posted on my AO3, but that's along time coming due to the fact I am writing another Shizaya book that is my priority. Please understand If Shizuo could wipe someone from the face of the earth, it would be Izaya. The smirk, the laugh, and the way he speaks buzzes in Shizuo's head, annoying him from the moment he wakes up to the second he lays down. Shizuo has had enough; he wants the louse dead. If anything, if he could just erase the memory of his voice, he is sure it is good enough. Shinra seemes to know a thing or two. Does that mean Shinra wanted him gone too? "Knock knock Beautiful. The real world isn't a fucking fairytale." READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED: strong language, sexual themes, and minor gay relationships. Some elements in this book might be offending to some people. Also contains blood, suicidal thoughts, and non consensual sex in later chapters.

Izaya has been tricked by Shinra and turned into a half-cat! What should he do?! And how will he turn back?! Adding to that, somehow, he keeps attracting cats wherever he goes! Meanwhile, Shizuo is in self-denial as he tries- and fails- to convince himself that he doesn't care about Izaya. The struggle is real...