❝ inside every one of us a shadow side, i call it my better side.❞ ╰┈➤ ╰┈➤ ╰┈➤ When Pearl embarks on its most ambitious tour yet, lead singer June Evans is hanging on by a thread. She's sick of compliance- the meds, the therapy, the sobriety, the emotional chasm that comes with being okay. What she really craves is an excuse to fall apart. She doesn't expect that excuse to come in the form of the beautifully tragic lead singer of The Neurotics. Luke Hemmings has a secret, though. He's been sickeningly obsessed with June for years before they even met- before a joint tour between Pearl and The Neurotics was even a possibility. But when they find that their broken pieces align perfectly together, the clock to their mutual destruction begins to tick. Is it really worth it to love someone to death?

For the first time in his life, Bobby is willing to let go of the chaos and confront the consequences of his choices. Driven by love and a newfound clarity, he begins a difficult journey back to Lilith, determined to overcome every obstacle in his path. What awaits them is not just reunion, but transformation. As they navigate the uncertain terrain of vulnerability and forgiveness, Bobby and Lilith must confront the weight of their pasts and learn what it truly means to be unguarded. Their bond is powerful, but untested, and true love demands not just passion, but devotion. Content Warning: This story contains adult themes, including addiction, depression, eating disorders, mature content, and other potentially distressing topics. Reader discretion is advised. 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘋𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘋𝘰𝘨 𝘋𝘢𝘳𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘋𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘋𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘋𝘪𝘷𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥. 𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯'𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘦𝘵, 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦.

5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's life so much?

"7:15, that's our time."

Bobby doesn't belong at this high-end rehab facility, or at least that's what he keeps telling himself. Stuck in a place he never wanted to be, he finds an unexpected ally in Lilith, a fellow patient with a penchant for trouble. To escape the boredom, they strike up a game of escalating dares, each more reckless than the last. But as the stakes rise, so do the risks, and soon they're walking a fine line between amusement and disaster. After all, knowing when to stop is what got them here in the first place. Content Warning: This story contains adult themes, including addiction, depression, eating disorders, mature content, and other potentially distressing topics. Reader discretion is advised.

in which luna writes letters she'll never send to her ex, wes, in hopes of getting over him. COMPLETED.

Requests closed right now, will re-open soon !! One-shots of the triplets going through shit. No y/n, smut, or sexual themes. THIS IS FULL OF ANGST. Rating Mature due to language/sensitive topics. Read at your own risk.

My writing style has changed a lot since I first started the original sickfic book back in 2018. I thought it was time to comb through and "reimagine" my old works. I'm taking it and giving it a new life, a complete redo. This IS a rewrite. There will be a lot more to read and major differences. Here are some of the things I will be changing: • The storylines will be similar, but there will be details that I will be adding and/or taking away. • The themes will be much darker. There will be talks/mentions/actions of drug use, suicide attempts, toxic relationships... etc. • I will not be including ANs in between the chapters. I have always found it annoying when other authors do that, yet I found myself doing the same. Going through the table of contents in my other book was a total nightmare! There was/is way too many parts and, as mentioned before, ANs. • Part wise, I will be condensing them down. My goal is to go from 6 (7 for one of them), down to 3 parts for each storyline. The chapters themselves will be a lot longer than before. Keep in mind, they will consist of 2-3 parts from the other book. • More description and details is something I will be working on as well. • This book may or may not include smut. (Not so much a change) • ANs will be at the beginning and/or end of the part. Yes, they will still be a thing. (As far as I can think of that's all, but you never know there may be more! Haha) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ All in all, I'm going to make this a better version of the original book. Don't fret! I will be keeping the old one! I hope you guys will take the time to read it again. It would mean the world to me. Let us start this new chapter! (See what I did there?) Anyway, enjoy my new edition! Don't forget to vote and comment! As always, 5SOSxQueen ♥️ August 24, 2020 ©2020 5SOS Sickfics (Reimagined) by 5SOSxQueen

When Bobby wakes up in Lilith's apartment, tangled in the sheets of her roommate, he realizes fate has a cruel sense of humor. He should walk away. After all, Lilith already did. But some gravitational forces are impossible to resist. What follows is a game neither of them knows how to play but refuses to lose. Sharp words, stolen glances, and something too jagged to hold yet too consuming to leave behind. Staying away was always the plan, but some disasters are inevitable. Content Warning: This story contains adult themes, including addiction, depression, eating disorders, mature content, and other potentially distressing topics. Reader discretion is advised. 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘴 𝘶𝘱 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘋𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘋𝘰𝘨 𝘋𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵 𝘰𝘧𝘧, 𝘴𝘰 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯'𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘦𝘵, 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦.

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