Break Me Hard and Love Me Soft If you haven't read Hit Me Hard and Hold Me Soft yet, start there-because Ayla and Billie's story only grows more intense and complicated. In this sequel, their relationship is tested by distance, fame, heartbreak, and the weight of difficult choices. As Ayla rises to success and Billie faces her own battles, they must decide if their love is strong enough to survive it all-or if it will break them apart forever.

"Hit Me Hard and Hold Me Soft" is a romantic, emotional story that begins with a stage accident during one of Billie Eilish's concerts. In that chaotic moment, fate pulls Ayla into her world-not just as someone who was there, but as someone she starts to care about deeply. From being a stranger to becoming a soft, safe place in her life, the story follows how pain, healing, and unexpected connection can lead to something tender, real, and unforgettable. It's about how one night changed everything-for both of them.

Billie eilish is growing rapidly fast in popularity however doesnt have time to explore her sexuality while she was infamous. The fandom she has created has always questioned whether billie is atleast a little fruity due to her sense of fashion, not that its a bad thing but the big question is. Is she? "Hey sorry I'm late" Said but came out more like a whisper because of how nervous I am. She looked happy but suddenly turned to confusion. #1 - risetofame - 18/02/2024 #1 - onlinedating-31/03/2024 #1 - wherearetheavacados - 3/04/2024 #3 - dontsmileatme - 18/02/2024 #3 - shark - 31/03/2024 #3 - industry - 31/03/2024 #3 - hte - 31/03/2024 #4 - finneas - 21/03/2024 Started - 19th July 2023 Finished - 14th April 2024 Updating every Thursday

"I don't even know if I'm mad at you... or at myself for still caring." When Emily (22) walks into Claudia Sulewski's birthday party, the last person she expects to see is Billie Eilish - the girl she once loved and the reason she hasn't written a real song since they were seventeen. Billie looks different now: brown hair, storm-blue eyes, and a gaze so cold it could burn. They haven't spoken in five years. They were once everything to each other - best friends turned almost lovers - but something tore them apart before either of them had the guts to say how they really felt. Now, surrounded by mutual friends, reckless parties, intense games, and late-night confessions, Emily and Billie are forced back into each other's orbit. Billie pretends she hates her. Emily pretends she's moved on. But the truth? They're still in love - and neither of them knows how to handle it. Jealousy burns. Memories return. And in the chaos of rooftop nights, secret glances, and dangerously honest dares, the past and present begin to collide. This is not a reunion. This is unfinished business 🥉at #billie

she's a semi-small youtuber with a camera. she's a world-renowned pop star with a hand full of grammys. what happens when the friendship turns out to be more? lowercase intended

mazzie rowan never wanted to go to that party. she wasn't the type-more of an observer than the center of attention. but one wrong drink, one near-mistake, and one cold, magnetic stranger changed everything. billie was supposed to be someone to avoid-dangerous, untouchable, the kind of girl people whispered about. instead, she became the one person mazzie couldn't shake. pulled into billie's world of sharp edges, secrets, and heat that burned too close, mazzie finds herself caught between resistance and surrender. what begins as tension spirals into something deeper, something darker, and something neither of them can control. love, lust, and conflict blur together, and soon mazzie has to decide: is billie her downfall... or the only person who truly sees her?

When Emilia - a model navigating fame, identity, and the pressure of perfection - is paired with global pop star Billie Eilish for a high-profile publicity contract, neither expects it to feel real. But between the flashes of cameras and the quiet moments behind closed doors, their staged romance blurs into something disarmingly genuine, until ghosts from Billie's past start to mirror the same wounds that have haunted Emi all her life, forcing them to face what they've both tried to ignore.

inspired by andré aciman's novel and luca guadagnino's film. julia has a summer house up north. not too far up since she lives in a luxurious chicago townhouse. beside her lake house resides a cottage along the same property, divided by trees as a fence hiding the two from sight. the cottage is used as an airbnb year-round, constantly bringing in new kinds of people. the only way to see who's next door is walking along the dock, hoping that the neighbor is on their dock the same time as you. when curiously walking along the dock for what seems to be the 100th time that humid july evening, she finally caught a glimpse of her temporary neighbor. the visitor had deep brown hair, turning more golden in the setting sunlight. when the "mystery" girl turns to look towards julia's lake house dock, shock courses through the girl's veins. the girl renting her cottage is none other than billie eilish. *~READ IN DARK MODE!!!~* do not read if you're uncomfortable with age gaps :) hope you all enjoy! xo 🫶

Eleanor never planned on getting pulled into the music industry's chaos-she just planned on surviving hiding her true passion. But when her dad becomes the new manager for rising pop phenomenon Billie Eilish, everything in her quiet, predictable life flips overnight. Tour buses. Rehearsals. Backstage corridors that smell like perfume and adrenaline. And Billie herself. What starts as obligation becomes connection. What starts as silence becomes something louder than either of them can ignore. Or that falling for a girl who lives inside a spotlight won't burn everything down. - Top ranks- #1 in #billieeilish on 12/16/25 #1 in billieeilishoconnell on 12/16/25 #1 in billieeilishmusic on 12/16/25 #1 in dsam on 12/25/25 #2 in billieeilishpiratebairdoconnell on 12/16/25 #2 in hmhas on 12/25/25

"yo, Athena, get over here" I turned my head and saw Billie. The last time we properly talked was like middle school, and she was just asking for an eraser. I stood up from my lunch table and made my way over. "yeah?" i asked with my arms crossed. "How about you and me play a little game?" she licked her lips. "what game?.." i asked skeptically. "30 Day Rule of course" she smirked. ____________________________________________ This book started from pure imagination until i remembered "To all the boys I've loved before" exists so lowkey embarrassing😭 🏅1st in #gay 🏅1st in #bil 🏅2nd in #eilish 🏅1st in #billie 🏅1st in #womenlovingwomen 🏅1st in #eilish 🏅6th in #whenweallfallasleepwheredowego 🏅2nd in #billie