Hey no one asked me to get cursed in the first place ya know!

It's Christmas in the Winchester household! But neither them nor Bobby really feel like celebrating, weeks before hand Castiel's Grace is stolen and he is turned into a human. Now Dean must try to get it back while also teaching Cas the basic needs of humanity while slowly realizing exacting what it means himself.

Dean is dead. Sam and Bobby are having a hard time working through it, but Cas is absolutley devastated. Can he carry on just long enough or will he fall even lower then he already has in the eyes of the garrison.

Castiel is human, and the Winchesters have given up hunting for the most part. Sam's in a relationship with a librarian they met on the road, and Castiel's urge to have a more-than-platonic relationship is fueled by a visit to the doctor's office. In case you couldn't tell, this is boyxboy, so if you don't like it, stop reading. Also, this is on a somewhat-short hiatus, that will, hopefully, end sometime this week. I don't know.