"You mean you're actually going to kill me?" "I mean just that." "Well, go ahead." "I'll do this my own way." "You won't do it, you can't pull the trigger. You can't pull it because you love me. It takes a very brave and a very cold man to do that, Namgyu, and I don't think you can."

[DISCONTINUED] i might finish this someday Each night, Su-bong meets a boy with quiet eyes and a voice like rain. They fall in love in dreams where time stands still, but in the waking world, they are strangers. Until the dream walks into the light, and one of them must face the truth: who is dreaming, and who is waiting?

Drugs ruin lives-or at least, that's what people say. But Thanos and Nam-Gyu never cared much for warnings. They lived for the high, for the burn in their throats and the rush in their veins. Pills, powder, smoke, needles-it didn't matter what, as long as it made them feel something. But somewhere between the blurred lines and reckless nights, the craving shifted. The high wasn't enough anymore. Maybe it never was. Because as much as they loved getting lost in the drugs, they found something even better in each other. And that? That was a different kind of addiction. (Undergoing a little editing! Both chapters are and I won't post a new chap until I'm done with them. I'll let y'all know when I'm done with the editing though peeps kekekeke :3)

Namgyu hooks up with a rapper as payment for free drinks at the club, but when they both find themselves in debt and needing money, they meet again under unwelcoming circumstances. They continue to hook up, though, Namgyu begins falling inlove while Thanos sees it as casual, flirting with girls in between the games. But, as the games progress, maybe feelings change.

Nam-gyu was at every concert, every performance that starred Thanos. Little did Nam-gyu know, Thanos noticed him every time. Things get heated between the two of them when Nam-gyu goes backstage high with Thanos one day..

Thanos thought he knew every part of Namgyu-the way his smile curled when he lied, the way he kissed like he was trying to forget something. But love, it turns out, only shows you the half they want you to see. The late nights grow longer, the excuses blur, and the shadows under Namgyu's eyes refuse to fade. He's slipping, and Thanos feels it-like holding water with bare hands. When love starts to look like enabling, and secrets weigh more than promises, Thanos is forced to choose between the boy he loves... and the truth he's terrified to face. Because sometimes, loving someone isn't enough to save them.

BOOK 1/2 Namgyu doesn't like loud people, messy drink orders, or purple-haired guys who act like they own the room. Unfortunately, Thanos is all three. When Thanos stumbles into Namgyu's bar on a packed Saturday night and starts downing drinks like he's trying to forget something, Namgyu figures he'll be gone in an hour. Instead, Thanos keeps coming back-mouthy, reckless, and annoyingly hard to ignore. They don't like each other. They don't want to like each other. But between the snide remarks, spilled shots, and lingering glares, something starts brewing-and it's not just the drinks. - 1🥇#thangyu 7/10/2025 2 🥈#namgyu 7/10/2025

Thanos' attention gets caught on the male. Unknowing of his gender. Assuming from the hair, it was a female. From a dare, to enemies. To friends. To lovers. From a dropped glass, to happy lives.

I'm not expecting this to get any traction but that's alright. I've been in a writing slump recently and what helps get me out of one? writing about current hyperfixations. If you dont know who these people are, they are Thanos and Nam-gyu from the rlly popular netflix show 'Squid Game' aannddd theyre gay n stuff (not canonically but they definitely act a little fruity). Enjoyyy <3