The Heart Rate of a Mouse was one of many beautifully written fanfictions (in Ryan's pov, too) by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ in around 2008-10. They are so hard to find, excluding THROAM, which can also be found on ao3. I have a lot of them saved and I know people want to read them.. so here. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES.

Y/N was only human, yet she had captured the heart of Satoru Gojo-a vampire bound by immortality. Their love defied time itself, but time was never kind to mortals. Years after their marriage, Y/N lay on her deathbed, old and fragile, while Gojo remained unchanged, frozen in his eternal youth. With tears in his eyes, he whispered a promise against her fading breath: "I swear... I'll find you." And he did. But when Y/N was reborn, she didn't remember him. Now, as a stranger to the love they once shared, she meets Gojo once again-a man who has waited 3 centuries for her return. Can he make her fall for him once more, or has time truly stolen their love forever? DISCLAIMER : smut, harsh language, few things mentioned may not be according to the timeline in which the story is happening, mention of blood

A random fanfic about CrankThatFrank, Brendon Urie, Patrick Stump, and all of the members in the emo trinity plus tøp. Based on Frank's most recent video, Try Not To Laugh Emo Challenge 2. So I blame it on him.

It's in the title. Feel free to request anything.

Being a real man has nothing to do with what's underneath your clothing. Kellin's about to find that out first hand when his high school crush Victoria, better known now as Vic, comes back into the picture after two years of radio silence.

(TRIGGER WARNING. Contains many suicide themes) After a bad break-up with his boyfriend, Kellin feels like he's left with nothing, so he attempts suicide. Now he's thrown into suicide watch and there's only one person who he feels like opening up to; the positive and cheery volunteer, Vic.

"You're not going to jump, are you?" "Was thinking about it." On the brink of giving up, seventeen-year-old Kellin Quinn stands on the edge of life and death. But his plans to end it all are thwarted when kind stranger, Vic Fuentes, steps in. Vic becomes reason enough for Kellin to start his life anew, but his past haunts him, threatening to topple everything he's worked so hard to build. Must he come to terms that his happiness was simply never meant to be? ⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠ Contains: - Self-harm - Suicidal thoughts/actions - Mentions of rape - Sexual/abuse - Alcoholism - other scenes that may be triggering Updating Wednesdays and Saturdays (Previously known as: Bleeding Little Blue Boy)

Kellin doesn't exactly live an easy life. His Mom is an alcoholic, he self-harms and on top of all that he gets bullied daily. All Vic wants to do is help but Kellin doesn't want help. And Vic has some secrets of his own but they're all hidden behind a smile. ⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠ Contains: - Self-harm - mentions of suicide - mentions of eating disorders - alcoholism - bullying - mild abuse