TW!! domestic abuse, suicidal thoughts, drugs, etc.. - butters writes down everything that happens to him in his notebook. whether it's his feelings or the abuse his dad does to him; he always tries to write it down in the end. after kenny notices butters clear signs of physical abuse, he tries to get butters to trust him and talk. one night, one night perhaps too late, kenny finds butters' notebook. he reads every last word on each of the pages and finally understands that kenny could've helped butters more. - cover art isn't mine