Dan has been in love with Phil since they met. But hes faced with a problem. Should he tell Phil, taking a risk of scaring him away, or keep it to himself, assuring to.forever be stuck in the friend zone?

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

"goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}

Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)