"I hate him." "He's an idiot." Do I repeat this because I know he doesn't feel anything for me? To make myself feel better? Why do I repeat this constant denial, because of you, Alhaitam?" "How I wish I could kiss and hug him, but it won't happen." "I wish he understood how much I love him, but I can't even understand his mixed signals, it's all so confusing, just decide what to show!" "Maybe... in my dreams it will finally happen."