Some loves never die. Some refuse to be forgotten. Est never meant to write a love story that would bleed into reality. But when his novel's tragic ending awakens something-someone-lost between worlds, the line between fiction and fate begins to unravel. William, a fading star desperate for a role that will resurrect his career, is drawn to Est's story like a memory he's never lived. As the two are pulled together, dreams twist into possession, love turns into obsession, and a long-dead soul returns, determined to reclaim what was stolen. But is love still love when it wears another's face? Darkly romantic and laced with supernatural longing, To Love You Again is a haunting tale of devotion, identity, and the price of being loved by a ghost who remembers everything-even if you don't.

Est Supha doesn't believe in love. Not anymore. Not since the night he lost everything that mattered. At twenty, he's a quiet storm on campus-sharp-tongued, guarded, and always alone. Everyone knows to stay away from him. Everyone but William Jakrapatr -the confident, loud-mouthed international student who seems to think Est's silence is a challenge. They hate each other on sight. They fight, they compete, they glare across lecture halls. But fate has other plans. When a group project forces them to work together, secrets begin to surface. Past pain. Broken homes. Nights they never speak of. And suddenly... hate starts to feel a lot like something else. A story of two boys with bruised hearts, broken trust, and the kind of love that could either destroy them-or finally set them free.

Po Pawat Nuenganan, is national-level swimmer, renowned for his strength and competitive spirit, and has always presented as a powerful alpha. He's a golden boy, admired by everyone, and expected to bring home gold medals for Thailand. Suddenly, and unexpectedly, Po experiences a rare and dramatic secondary gender reversal, presenting as an omega. This shocking change shatters his carefully constructed image and athletic career. He faces intense bullying and discrimination from his teammates and the wider sports community, who now see him as weak and vulnerable. He's ostracized, his training contracts are revoked, and he's left feeling utterly lost and betrayed. Thame Teema Kanjanakittkul, a charismatic and naturally dominant alpha, who is also a member of the wildly popular Thai boy group, Mars. Despite his fame, Thame is grounded and possesses a strong sense of justice. He witnesses Po being humiliated and, drawn to Po's inner strength despite his vulnerable state, intervenes. Thame is secretly fascinated by Po's resilience and the quiet dignity he maintains despite the cruel treatment he endures. He begins to seek out Po, offering him support and friendship. This leads to a complex dynamic: Po, initially wary and ashamed, gradually begins to trust Thame. Thame, in turn, is captivated by Po's determination and the quiet fire that still burns within him.

He watches. He waits. He wants. William Jakrapatr is a quiet student, unnoticed by most. But when he crosses paths with Est Supha, something changes. What starts as a simple encounter turns into an obsession. Est remains unaware, while William's thoughts grow darker. The question isn't if Est will notice, but when-and whether it will be too late.

⚠️Warning: Omegaverse. Tension-filled dynamics. Slow-burn obsession. Male pregnancy. Boy's love🔞🔞🔞 Four years ago, William felt the pull of a bond that never led to a face. Now, fate throws him into the path of Dr. Est Pirapat-a Beta who shouldn't be able to shake his Alpha instincts to the core. But if Est is just a Beta, why does every fiber of William's being scream mate? Cold stares, unanswered questions, and a deliberate game of avoidance-William isn't the type to let things go. He's going to prove Est feels it too. Even if he has to tear through every lie in his way.

Est and William are forced into an arranged marriage by their powerful families, with Est threatened to abandon his acting career if he refuses. Est despises the marriage, feeling trapped and resentful, while William, a young, successful businessman, agrees without protest, as he has always followed his parents' wishes. Though initially hostile and cold towards each other, they gradually find their relationship shifting. William begins showing small acts of kindness, offering comfort and support in subtle ways, which leaves Est confused and unexpectedly touched. As they go through their shared life, Est starts to question his hatred and realizes that their relationship may hold the potential for something deeper and more genuine than either had anticipated.

Est Supha's marriage to William Jakra is meant to strengthen his claim to the throne, but beneath the surface, it stirs tensions that could tear the royal family apart. William, a humble fisherman's son, becomes a pawn in a deadly game of power, where every smile hides a lie, and every word is a weapon. As Est's complex feelings toward his husband grow, the palace becomes a dangerous place, where his stepmother Queen Lyca weaves her own plots and his brother Mike's lustful gaze threatens to ignite a scandal. In a world built on secrets, betrayal, and ambition, Est must choose what kind of king-and man-he will become. Author's Note: Here's another short story from me! This was supposed to be just a one-shot, but as I started writing, it grew into a multi-chapter tale. Oops! 😅 I hope you enjoy the journey with Est and William - in this one, Est is top, and William is bottom. As always, your thoughts mean the world to me, so don't forget to vote and leave a comment! I'd love to hear what you think. Enjoy the story!

Est is William's- his to love, his to ruin, his to keep. On their first wedding anniversary, a single moment of jealousy awakens the dangerous obsession that simmers beneath William's love. Est knew William's love was obsessive, all-consuming. But when jealousy fuels the fire, William's touch turns punishingly slow, teasing, relentless. And Est? He's left begging for the only person who can ruin him completely. Happy Reading! 💗💋