[Completed] Seonghwa's life is a mess - a mix of reckless choices, controlling family, and self-destructive tendencies. The last thing he needs is Hongjoong, his one-night stand turned bodyguard, following his every move. [YOUTH out now - Yunho's story parallel to this]

A mysterious boy in the woods and a group of friends who find him - - - "I think you just cured him Hongjoong"

Lies, Numb, Hatred, Emptiness... Emotionless. A boy who had lost most of his emotions. And a boy who loves for two. But will Seonghwa manage to love strong enough for both of them? For the one who can't return his feelings?

COMPLETED 𝙉𝙚𝙧𝙤; 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝗂𝗀𝗀𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖿𝖾𝖺𝗋𝖾𝖽 𝗆𝖺𝖿𝗂𝖺 𝗀𝖺𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝖺𝗅𝗅. 𝖠 𝗀𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗉 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖧𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗃𝗈𝗈𝗇𝗀'𝗌 𝗍𝗐𝗂𝗇 𝖻𝗋𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋; 𝖧𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗌𝖾𝗈𝗄 𝗁𝖺𝖽 𝖺 𝖽𝖾𝖺𝗅 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁. 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖺𝖽 𝗈𝖿 𝗀𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖧𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗌𝖾𝗈𝗄, 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗀𝗈𝗍 𝖧𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗃𝗈𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝖠𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗅𝖾𝖽 𝖪𝗂𝗆 𝖧𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗃𝗈𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝒘𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕 Started: 30/11/2020 Finished: 18/7/2021 (eplg: 10/8/2021)

seonghwa's relationship got leaked out and he needs to fix everything, for hongjoong. highest ranks: #1 in parkseonghwa 04.16 #1 in jongsang 06.14 #2 in kimhongjoong 04.16 #7 in honghwa 04.16 #7 in seongjoong 04.13 #7 in ateez 04.06

𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦; 𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘧 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘢𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯. Seonghwa hides the hell that he goes through. Hongjoong buries his feelings of anxiety. Two best friends who love each other but are too weighed down by the past, and their fears. ⚠ Contains mentions of abuse and self harm⚠ ⚠︎︎ slow updates ⚠︎︎ started; 8.8.21 finished; 11.4.22

[COMPLETE] In which Kim Hongjoong goes to a party and plays a game known as 'blind kiss', where he has to blindfold himself and choose someone, who's also blindfolded, to kiss. In order to win the game, he must guess who he kissed by the end of the month. What happens when it turns out he kissed his worst enemy, Park Seonghwa?

Where a soft sweetheart, Hongjoong bumps into Seonghwa at his friends cafe. Later on, meeting at a club and ends up spending a night together. Being extremely flustered, Hongjoong leaves the male alone and hides in isolation. Until, Seonghwa ends up finding the male and having them make a deal. All for money. "Because you have a sweet heart... And I stole it."

Growing up, Hongjoong had known to keep everything about himself close to his chest, learning from a young age that secrets were the clear passageway of ultimate survival. So much so that even at the age of 25, he's managed to turn the skill of hiding and trading secrets into a way of securing a stable income within the society of the Elite, a life that meant never having a chance to truly relax as danger always lurked every corner. What will happen when the one person he was assigned to infiltrate became the only person he found himself risking everything, 𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘭𝘶𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦, for? #Seongjoong #Woosan #Hyunlix #Ateez #Straykids

Being forced into inpatient treatment for his eating disorder was the last thing Seonghwa wanted. But he never expected to find his reason to heal-nor to fall for someone battling the same demons.