I saw her through the window, little did I know she'd crawl through the windows of my soul and tear down all the walls I had built up. Never thought I'd be one to break the rules... but for her, I'd do anything to feel the way I do with her. I'd do anything to feel.

g!p "dude" billie scoffed. "we're just friends, why do you care so much?" "because friends don't go sneak around and do the things we do!" i cried. "can't you tell that i like you?" "well... don't" she shrugged while turning around to leave.

billie finds herself falling for someone she doesn't want to fall for. and though she may be able to land the girl, can she actually save her? is it worth it?

e•qua•nim•ity mental calmness, composure, and evenness of temper, especially in a difficult situation "yeah and your ass almost died on me" i chuckled while i pulled jayden closer to my body. "and if i did?" she asked me quietly. "i don't think i would recover" i whispered. "what am i gonna do without my soulmate?" after a horrible car accident, billie and jayden continue to grow their love for each other. billies music career grows surprisingly fast while jayden is right by her the whole way. later through the years, they realize that the both of them aren't going anywhere. not now, not ever. who knew a second chance can lead to all this? TRILOGY to "trouble" and "tranquility"

"how long do you think we're gonna last?" billie asked me quietly. "i honestly don't think of that" i told her. "i just tell myself to enjoy what we have for however long we last, you know? if we end up breaking up then what we had was a good run" "well too bad bitch!" she let out a laugh. "we're together forever if you like it or not" "oh god" i playfully rolled my eyes. after barely telling their friends that they've been together for a year, billie and raelyn show their devotion and love towards each other. PART TWO TO 'just friends'

A lonely NYC girl innocently goes to MSG for Billie's show. She was barricade, shortly after she gets dragged over to the busses with her best friend Meg......

PLEASE READ THE FIRST THREE BOOKS FIRST . This is the tetralogy for the series that starts with 'The fan in row one.'

halley goes to UCLA, she lives in the same town as her favorite person in the world yet she's never even met her, billie eilish. her best friend, noah, a rising singer, invites her to an after party and little does she know that that one night will change her life forever... this is a billie eilish fanfic!! so if u don't like billie, read it anyway and you will start to like her🫶🏼