Sjaka is vijftien en voelt zich gevangen in een wereld die nooit echt heeft geprobeerd haar te begrijpen. Thuis is het nooit rustig: haar ouders schreeuwen, de muren voelen krap en de stilte is vaak harder dan woorden. Op school is het niet anders. Haar zogenaamde vriendinnen lachen om haar, spreken haar tegen, en laten haar keer op keer vallen. Zelfs Sophie, de enige die ze ooit als beste vriendin zag, laat haar achter. Iedere dag voelt als overleven. Iedere lach, iedere opmerking, elke blik van de mensen om haar heen voelt als een kleine steek in haar hart. Sjaka worstelt met gevoelens van leegte, verdriet en wanhoop die ze nauwelijks kan uiten. Ze probeert te lachen, te doen alsof alles goed gaat, maar diep vanbinnen voelt ze zich onzichtbaar en verloren. Dit boek neemt je mee in de gedachten en emoties van een meisje dat worstelt met depressie, een giftige thuissituatie en de verwoestende impact van sociale druk en verraad. Het verhaal is rauw, eerlijk en ontroerend-een spiegel voor de uitdagingen waar veel tieners mee te maken hebben, maar ook een wake-up call over de gevolgen van pesten, eenzaamheid en gebrek aan steun. "Niks meer waard" (of de titel die je kiest) is geen gemakkelijk verhaal, maar het is een verhaal dat gehoord moet worden. Het laat zien hoe belangrijk het is om te luisteren, te zien en te steunen. Het is een verhaal dat blijft hangen, een emotionele reis door de donkerste gedachten van een meisje dat iedereen heeft laten vallen, en een krachtig statement over de noodzaak van begrip, vriendelijkheid en menselijk contact. Voor lezers die zich ooit verloren, vergeten of alleen hebben gevoeld, is dit boek een intens, hartverscheurend en tegelijkertijd belangrijk verhaal. Het confronteert je met de harde realiteit, maar geeft ook stem aan een ervaring die te vaak wordt genegeerd.

"Do you really hate me that much that you cant even ride with me?" She asked. I sighed. "I dont hate you, I just get annoyed by you. . ." _______________________________________________ "If I ride with you will you shut up?" "I cant promise that mama's, but I can be a little less annoying if you do." She said and I sighed. I didnt trust riding with her, but I also didnt wanna go home soaked from the rain. "Fine, but dont try anything funny. . ." _______________________________________________ "Hello?" "Did claudia answer your call? Did she pick you up?" "No she didnt, I caught a ride with. . .someone else." "And who would that be. . ?" _______________________________________________ "Um billie, where the fuck are we going?" "To your house babygirl." "This isnt the way to my house though." "Its a short cut, relax mama's." "No! The directions I was giving you WAS the short cut to my house!" I said getting irritated as she pulled into an area that I was completely unfamiliar with. "Billie, where the fuc-" was the last thing I remembered saying before she put a white cloth to my face causing me to black out completely. She chuckles. "Sweet dreams, kitten. . ." _______________________________________________ I woke up. But my vision was blurred by my tears that I tried to blink away. I wanted to move. But my arms and legs had no feeling in them. It was all coming back to me now. Claudia, the party, Billie- Billie. _______________________________________________ She grabs a hold of my neck. "Now, listen to me and listen good princess. Incase you have forgotten, I own you now, and the only way you're gonna get to see your precious family and friends again, is if I send your body in a casket to them. Now, do you understand?" I had no choice. I belonged to her now. I wince quickly nodding my head as she lets out a deep chuckle. "Such a good little girl you are, now you get a reward for being so obedient. . ."

"Now, Y/N, how am I supposed to trust you with my paperwork now?" She says. She rubs her finger up and down my arm, teasing me. It sends shivers down my spine. Im left speechless and almost unable to breath. "Should I trust you with this job?" She is now looking at me dead in my eyes while still rubbing her finger down my arm. "Yes..." "Yes what?" "Yes, Mrs.Eilish." ------------------------------ •A few chapters in this story has mature content. •This story involves: Kissing, stabbing, abuse, romance, gay sex, cheating, inappropriate language, and verbal abuse. •THIS STORY IS NOT MEANT TO SEXUALIZE BILLI EILISH! THIS STORY WAS SIMPLY MADE JUST FOR FUN AND NOT HARM! •Please be sure to vote for this story and follow me! ------------------------------ COMPLETED ✔️ ------------ #1 in Bil #1 in Billie #1 in Empire State Building

"But you said! you told me you love me!" I yelled at her tears streaming down my face. She looks at me and shrugs smiling, "I didn't mean it. I was just playing around. Wanted to know what it was like. And you know I love him." "You wrote it! 'If I love you was a promise would you break it if your honest' it was a promise! you can't break a promise!" I sob out clenching the end of my shirt tightly. "How old are you? Fucking 10? Promises are made to be broken. At least I'm being true to staying honest. Wake up y/n, this is reality. I'm not even gay! I was just curious." She says rolling her eyes. "So you chose me to play with? To hurt? You think my feelings aren't valid just because I'm a lesbian? So you play with my feelings! You're just a selfish bitch! I fucking hate you Billie!" I yell unable to control my emotions anymore. "Okay? Well if that was it, I'm leaving. Brandon's waiting for me in the car." She says with a laugh. I look up to met her ocean eyes filled with amusement and accomplishment. I look at her with disgust and walk away. Away from her, hopefully forever.

"Its been one year and eight months since, and now all of a sudden you bring her up, why now? Out of all days?" I ask Jake sincerely. "I can see the act your putting up in front of everyone. The recklessness and all. You can get away with all of that with everyone else, but you can't fool me Bil," Jake tells me concerningly. "Why does it matter? I moved on, I have Drew. I'm not stuck on her anymore. Clearly - I've proven that by now," I say to Jake. "Do you mean that sincerely?" Jake asks me. I huff before looking back at Jake. "Yes. I do," I say to him truthfully. "Alright well. Finneas decided that it was best that I'd break the news to you," Jake says before sitting up in his seat. I look at him with my eyebrows furrowed, and suddenly a deep trench of anxiety forms in the pit of my stomach. "What is it?" I ask him. He hesitates before speaking. "Lilith is coming back to LA to work on the stage crew," Jake says. My eyes slightly widen. Fuck. ~~~ A year has gone by and now Lilith is back. Although a reunion is coming up, a year can change a person drastically, and as they say, change is inevitable. Will Lilith be able to reconnect with Billie? Or is it seemingly hopeless? Will Lilith finally remember Billie? Or did change form Lilith into a completely different person? ~~~ (This is the Second Book to the first book called 'Sweet Belladonna'. I highly recommend you go back to read the first one before continuing on reading this one, or else you'll be majorly confused.) ~~~ AU (Alternate Universe); Though some characters are real, this is fiction. Keep that in mind. Will contain explicit language, depression, anxiety episodes, violence, smoking, drinking, trauma, drugs, and real-life events that occur. +18 Votes and Comments help me a ton, so please feel free to do so.

This is the first book of the My Girl series - "Say it," I said, getting on top of her, and smiling down at her. "Say what?" She asked me, a smile on her face. I gently caressed my thumb along her cheekbone, looking longingly into her eyes. "You know what," she just looked at me. "Come on, I know you want to say it," she tilted her head slightly. "But would you say it back?" My mouth fell open, but I didn't say anything. She let out a small sigh and looked away from me. "That's what I thought." - Will have smut, drugs and alcohol, and assault warnings. Includes foul and suggestive language. - This story will mostly be told in only Billie's POV and does jump back and forth between past and present, and a little bit of the future, retelling a part of the story that already happened. - Started: 09/15/2024 Finished: 10/01/2022 - Book One: My Favorite Girl Book Two: My Unrecognizable Girl Book Three: My Sentimental Girl Book Four: My Unforgettable Girl

When I met her, I fell in love with her smile. With her laugh, which she gave so free and loud, or soft and breathy in my ear. I'd fallen in love with her hands as they traced the air in front of my favorite paintings. With her fingertips as they braided her soft black hair. I'd fallen in love with her icy blue eyes, the dimple in her cheek, the smell of her spicy sweet perfume at the hollow of her throat, poisonous to me. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lucy Stewart is a textile artist in love with art of all kinds, but especially those that play on dark emotions. While sitting in a museum one evening, one of her very favorite such artists steps into her life. Together, they will create an art form neither of them have yet to experience alone... **New parts published on Wednesdays and Saturday's** CONTAINS: graphic consensual sex, language, kink Trigger warnings will be listed at the top of each chapter (there won't be many)

~COMPLETED~ Isabelle and her best friend Billie, are in love. Until her parents see them kissing one day after school and they ship her off to boarding school. Story starts as they are 16, however is based 4 years later. Billie lives her life becoming famous and they haven't seen each other since that afternoon. What will happen when they finally see each other again? ⚠️ PLEASE READ ⚠️ I do not put Trigger Warnings at the start of each chapter. Please note this book is marked as mature content for a reason; Everyone is different, meaning different things trigger different people. Viewer discretion is advised. This book will eventually contain smut, bc duh. Accomplishments: #7 - billieeilish # 1 - blohsh #1 - billieeilishstory *completed October, 2020*

"yo, Athena, get over here" I turned my head and saw Billie. The last time we properly talked was like middle school, and she was just asking for an eraser. I stood up from my lunch table and made my way over. "yeah?" i asked with my arms crossed. "How about you and me play a little game?" she licked her lips. "what game?.." i asked skeptically. "30 Day Rule of course" she smirked. ____________________________________________ This book started from pure imagination until i remembered "To all the boys I've loved before" exists so lowkey embarrassing😭 🏅1st in #gay 🏅1st in #bil 🏅2nd in #eilish 🏅1st in #billie 🏅1st in #womenlovingwomen 🏅1st in #eilish 🏅6th in #whenweallfallasleepwheredowego 🏅2nd in #billie

⚠️this book is an emotional roller coaster⚠️ Eve's had a horrible life since she was 10 years old. It is now her senior year and a new girl joins her school. Will this girl help Eve find her way back to happiness. "Eve I love you and I can't see you hurt yourself any more." Complete for now might add more Girlxgirl Fan fiction Billie Eilish