"A true story about trauma and the courage to be loved again this is my juggalette story!" You may call me Elena or Sufi, either i am who i am so take it or leave it. That being said my life was full of ups and downs though more downs then anything else. This downs have affected me in a positive and negative way too! That being said I have lots of told that I would rather use but don't. So I started to write this book! From being born in a war zone, left for dead and bullied and verbally abused in school....my life seemed to be a cycle of trauma and being an ass. As I grew up I learned the many talents i have including singing the blues drawing and writing. All of which I use to help my self and help others. I have written songs and I have tried to write books, books with no success but I am Hoping to get a positive message out for the life lived. I am very gifted and I am creative but that did not stop the trauma for happening to me. Though I tried to do conventional therapy it doesn't work though for one time, So I play the guitar and sing, draw and write my way out of shit! Though I also listen to the ICP (Insane clown posse) and twistid that is just the start of my journey in creativity and contributing to the world! So come see the life a brilliance challenged and celebrated as I tell you this story! ⛔️Trigger warnings: may include themes of war, terrorism, torture, abuse, sexual abuse and addiction and swearing! though I won't get into much detail with that. If you are uncomfortable or triggered, please block don't report as this is within Wattpad terms, and tastefully written! ~thank you⛔️

'As one young woman finds herself in compromising situations, she finds love.' lilac was a once pure and innocent, and that is until she started having sex. as she discovers the erotic world, she becomes addicted to sex. she soon introduced to bdsm and erotism. but when she meets someone, Johnnie, a beautiful soul who wants to change her for the better, she has to choose between her addiction or Johnnie, who wants the best for her. as she finds that Johnnie is also a troubled soul, she is at a fork in the road. soon, she must make the difficult decision to better herself for love or if she will go back to the comfortable hell that she knows..... Trigger warnings: •addiction/mental health/trauma •drugs •Sexual content •war •and other triggering stuff ********You have been warned!!!!!**** Also this is my work.... don't copy lt in any way unless you want to make a movie out of it. THANK YOU!!!! ~Karma

Separated by distance united by hearts. But what happens when time leaves insecurities etched on hearts? A couple try to rekindle love that they once had. Will they be successful and sail their marriage through the storms life puts their way? • Stand Alone • For a longer description read the prologue. Started : 1st September 2018 Completed : 20th November 2018 © anamika_writes