"Scandallous as Hell!" -Anonymous "You make no apologies, you exert who you ARE, and the world can get fucked if they try to belittle your core being. Bravo!" -Minny-Hart *** When we ask for trouble, WE GET IT. I used to do whatever I could to feel a thrill. I'd walk through dark alleys alone at night, drunk on my fantasies of being taken against my will. I didn't understand what any of that meant yet. This book is an R-rated autobiography about my dark and dangerous sexual fantasies and how they led me to the depth of introspection. It's raw and profound mixed with erotic and terrifying encounters. TRIGGER WARNING: contains sexual abuse, drugs, violence, struggles with mental health, vivid sexual descriptions and foul language. 18+ recommended. Names have been altered for confidentiality reasons. Let The Game begin... *** Cover photo taken by Richard Paquette

As a teenager with anxiety, Maddie Porter struggles with a lot of things. Then out of the middle of nowhere, her anxiety starts getting worse. Her boyfriend is now spending all their time together taking care of her. Things don't go as planned, but God can make beauty out of disaster ~~~I have severe anxiety and let me tell you this: if you think these scenes seem unrealistic, they are based off of real life events.

"Dear Harry I'm getting worse. I wish you where here with me. I miss you so much. Love, Iris x"

Kaylee Smith was just 10 when her mum died. Her dad started coming home drunk and hitting Kaylee. Not only did he take a share of things he got someone else to join in. Kaylee is now 18 years old, her father is still the same old vile person. One Day, she escapes from the horrible man and Bumps into THE Niall Horan. Will they have Chemistry? Can they become an item? What happens when something gets in the way and tragedy strikes? Can they work through the troubles? Or will it end up back to square one? Read on and find out!!!

Ashton Irwin finds himself abandoned at a mental hospital that seems more like an orphanage or boarding school than anything else. His roommate hates him and everyone is too chirpy. All he wants is to be left alone. He is Outcast. Warning: all the characters suffer from some sort of mental disorder/illness Ashton Irwin - Depressed, Suicidal, Self Harm Luke Hemmings - Theif, Underage Prostitution, Sexually Abused Calum Hood - Alcoholic, Drug Addict Michael Clifford - Pyromaniac, Attempted Homicide, Harry Styles - Bipolar Niall Horan - Schizophrenia, Anger Issues, Self Harm Liam Payne - Compulsive Exercise, Verbal Dysdecorum Louis Tomlinson - Anorexia, Bulimia Zayn Malik - (Other Than Being An Undeniable Sex God) Anhedonia, Drug Addict, Gang Member Those are the main ones but there will be other characters cropping up with other issues for the sake of plot so if this makes you at all uncomfortable than maybe this isn't the story for you. Sorry :( There is also a lot of sexual content cos that's what happens when you put a lot of teenagers together. Mostly het, though, for all you boyxboy people.

She has obsessive-compulsive disorder. He finished all the required classes for graduating by his freshman year. She trains in ballet four hours a day, five days a week. He doesn’t understand people. She’s scared of waking up. He’s scared of not knowing the right answers. Two entirely different people, both driven together by their fear… of life. (Cover by GoldLipstick) A/N: Moet is pronounced Mo-ay.

When you're sixteen, you're supposed to go to parties, shop til you drop, and hang out with friends. But not Mira Pascal; She's got more on her plate than any other teen probably couldn't handle. Why, you may ask? She's pregnant. Now Complete!