A collection of quiet breakdowns no one sees. Inner monologues, hidden pain, and the thoughts they never say out loud. These are the moments behind the smiles, the silence behind the strength.

ᴛʏ ɪs ᴀ ʜᴀɪʀsᴛʏʟɪsᴛ. ᴍᴀʟɪᴋ ɪs ᴀ ᴛᴀᴛᴛᴏᴏ ᴀʀᴛɪsᴛ. ✩｡:•.───── ❁ - ❁ ─────.•:｡✩

A Soukoku Angst au. → After a long years of staying blind, obvious to the reality, Chuuya finally accepted that he will never be Anyone's first choice. He was tired of acting deaf and keeping up with the his mask when he knew that behind them is here his real self crumbles. Humans over looked the obvious on him that they never thought that he, Nakahara Chuuya, someone with a brightest light despite being trapped in the darkness, starts to dim. That he, Nakahara Chuuya, wanted nothing but to die. Regret is in the End and Chuuya didn't feel any regrets with his decision. ←

Chuuya struggles to convince himself he's human and it becomes more increasingly difficult, especially with Arahabaki spilling poison in his mind. Dazai defects from the Mafia and Chuuya remains behind to deal with the aftermath. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING!!⚠️ Suicidal thoughts Self-harm Suicide attempt Best ranks: #2 Soukoku #2 Angst #1 Chuuya #1 Arahabaki

"Since how many days you haven't slept , chuuya ?" "That's none of your concerns, dazai!!"