I loved him once. I love him still. Always have, always will.
Alan loved Austin so much it hurt but Austin loves his girlfriend. what will happen to Alan. or even Austin, when he finds out Alans love for him.
Austlan Cashby had always existed. Both Alan and Austin knew it. Everyone knew it. And being cramped on a bus all summer for Warped Tour can cause frustration throughout the band, and maybe a few bottled up feelings too.
Austin Carlile and Alan Ashby have been friends for awhile now, they have always been there for each other since day one. Will things change when one of the friends falls in love with the other? Will they accept their feelings for each other or will they part ways from Of Mice & Men to avoid any possible situations?
It started with name calling. Fag, emo, gross, ugly, anorexic, boney. Then, he laid hands on me. On December 19th of 2011, Austin Carlile gave me a black eye. ~TRIGGERING~
So this is just an Austlan Cashby (Austin Carlile and Alan Ashby, members from Of Mice And Men) fan-fic that I have started to write. C: I hope you like it ^^
Alan Ashby is a boy that lost his way and needs help recovering from his mean, depressed old self. Austin Carlile is an angel, but not just any angel; Alan's guardian angel. He will stitch Alan's wounds and help him on the road to recovery.