"I need to stay by his side even if I hate him because that's the only way I can survive..." When Ryan Afshar's father faced financial difficulties, his family was forced to move to a new country. In this new country, homosexuality is a crime, forcing Ryan to hide his sexual identity to stay safe. But keeping a secret and adjusting to a new environment can be hard when you get entangled with bullies - especially when their actions can endanger both your safety and your secret. Can Ryan find a way to survive and keep his true self safe?... This is an original book of mine so please do not copy or I'll take legal action. Trigger warnings: Bullying, Homophobia, Sexual and Mental abuse, Sexual assault. Read with caution! . . .

The son of the schools old, but famous, QB jock and head cheerleader - Andrew Simmons. He was supposed to be the next legacy of Winster High, the one winning football scholarships and making touchdowns. Instead Andrew was making scholarships to Harvard and making virtual touchdowns. Then we have Luke Crawfard, the son of two doctors and the used to be biggest nerds of highschool. His parents had high hopes of him making it to Yale like they did and entering medical business, not making touch downs. What happens when these two boys meet each other and tangle their lives together, as well as their legs in bed? What can I say? Opposites Always Attract.

James Hanson has never exactly been the high school quarterback stereotype. He's one of the top recruits in the country, but he's always been too shy, too sensitive, and (secretly) too gay to really fit the mold. Nobody knows about James's secret boyfriend, Rafa, but Rafa knows James's biggest secret: that his rich, powerful father has a mean streak. In October of his senior year, things come to a head. His football coach is suspicious. His friends are worried. Rafa's begging him to report his father. And his father is becoming increasingly unstable. And James doesn't know how much longer he can take it. * * * Updates whenever I get around to it. Cross-posting on AO3 as of February 26.

We all know the cliché story of the bad boy falling for the nerdy girl, but what about a bad boy falling for another bad boy? Every Friday, Kai Yoon and Lucas Beck fight. Not only for the enjoyment of the sport, but to release the pent-up hatred they have for one another. After a drunken night, their loathe changes into something else, something new, and their school rivalry becomes insignificant. Unforeseen romance blossoms between the two, but broken families and deadly secrets prove to be perilous obstacles. Mix hidden pasts, a thirst for revenge, and an underground fight club with two of the most lethal and dangerous fighters in the state to unravel the mysteries that lay behind the badly broken. (Under editing)

[BOOK 1] Diego Santiago was your average teenager. A loving mother, Christina. A great best friend, Max. Amazing and beautiful friends, Sara and Charlie. Of course, a high school crush that everyone has. And more importantly, he was a nobody at school which he was grateful for. His life was going greatly until a terrible accident regarding his father and his mother's new marriage. All Diego wanted was for his mother to be happy, so if a marriage with a kind man with a mean son meant it would gain her happiness, he was all for it. Of course, he never expected his soon to be step brother would turn his world upside down. He never wanted to kill someone until he met him. And then there's his high school crush. A camping trip changes everything even more and by the end of it, Diego doesn't know how to feel and just wants peace. Read and find out what this soon to be step brother does to Diego and what happens during this camping trip!

Benjamin Hills is the only openly gay kid in his school. He's a nerd and only has 1 friend. He's bullied by the whole football team. One day he's paired up with the star quarterback, Parker Johnson, in a ELA project at school. Parker, is a closeted gay. The more they hang out, the more their feelings for each other grow. TW: homophobia, abuse, death of loved one A/N: I wrote this when I was like 12 so I apologize in advance

Emmett's summer is off to a rough start when his parents announce their divorce. And to make matters worse, he's about to spend his whole summer as a lifeguard at Elmore Hills Country Club, a local gathering place for entitled rich people. But things start looking up when he meets his new coworker Brendon. He has a bad reputation, but Emmett is certain that there's something going on behind the gossip of their mutual friends. --- Completed 9/13/20 ! ~60,000 Words (excluding bonus chapters)

For Reed Turner, senior year is all about redemption. As captain of the Westview High soccer team, he's determined to lead his team to the national championships, something they've never achieved. But standing in his way is more than just the pressure of the game. There's Grayson Pierce, captain of the football team and the school's golden boy. With three national titles already under his belt and the entire school wrapped around his finger, Grayson has made it his mission to remind Reed of his "inferior" status. His teasing isn't just playful-it's personal, and Reed's hatred for him burns like wildfire. But everything changes after one fateful night at a party. A shared moment flips Reed's world on its axis, unraveling everything he thought he knew about Grayson-and himself. As rivalry gives way to something more complicated, Reed must decide if he's willing to risk his heart while chasing his dreams. A story of fierce competition, unexpected vulnerability, and the thin line between love and hate, Opposing Goals will have you rooting for Reed and Grayson every step of the way.

"When something terrible happens to someone, everyone feels sorry for you at first, they take your hand and cry fake tears and say how 'special' you are, how strong you are. But after a while they forget...Then they don't see a person anymore they just see this terrible thing and think you're terrible because of it...It's like a little switch that goes off in people's heads: one minute everyone is your friend and they care oh-so much, then, when things die down, they become terrified of you. You'd be surprised to see what fear can make someone do." Justin Ivanov has never led much of a normal life, but when his sister passes away, his entire world falls apart. Trapped in an abusive relationship and in a school where everyone is scared of him, Justin continues to deteriorate, pinning all his hope on his confused best friend, Ben Fulton. He struggles to keep his family together without them finding out the hidden secret of his sexuality. But the more he fails, the closer he gets to losing himself forever. Ben Fulton doesn't understand what depression is. He doesn't understand why people have it or how to fix it. But when the sudden death of his best friend's sister leaves him feeling empty, he comes too close to comfort with just what depression can make someone do. Trying to sort out his own emotions, sexuality, and future out, Ben also has to balance trying to save Justin. But the more he tries, the more his feelings grow for his best friend, and the closer Justin gets to destroying himself.

Ballet is all that matters to Andres. When he has to leave the ballet academy and spend a year in a regular high school, he thinks his life is over. Then, somehow, he manages to get singled out by the school's very own punk band. Before that, Andres has only known them by reputation: the mouthy Fox, the ice queen Zoey, the gym rat Edvin, and Oliver King. The drop-dead gorgeous and talented but rude and scornful Oliver, who everyone treats like a deity. Andres wasn't even planning on making friends, so romance should have been out of the question. Yet, he might be just what Oliver needs, and Andres doesn't mind having him around nearly as much as he thought he did. As it turns out, there's more to life than ballet. But then, Andres' prison sentence away from the ballet academy is over. He doesn't want to leave Oliver behind, but it's alright, because Oliver promised to call and text him every day. Only, he never does. Eight years later, Andres has given up on love and his dream to become a professional ballet dancer, and Oliver is the lead singer of a famous rock band. He's also freshly out of rehab and making his comeback with a song about Andres. A song, in which he reveals the reason for his radio silence. So, here's the million dollar question: Is it too late to start again?