"I lived a life where my tears are a measurement for someone else's happiness. I don't think I'll ever be able to be happy without guilt gnawing at me." After years of constantly being tormented by the ones he thought loved him, Choi Beomgyu is met with the reality of not being able to cry anymore. Or Beomgyu was born with a gift, something other people would call a blessing when it's actually a curse he had to be burdened with all his life. - Check disclaimer/introduction for trigger warnings

00:02 beomgyu wished he would've done this sooner. tw| self harm, suicide

A #taegyu socmed crack au wherein Taehyun, a famous vlogger in the university, /accidentally/ followed Beomgyu on Twitter but unfollowed him right after receiving a followback. Beomgyu, as the Twitter addict that he is, tweeted about it and went viral. (also being updated on twitter, @ashbythewindow) ranks: #1 choiyeonjun (230820, 900 reads) #1 choibeomgyu (230920, 6.33K reads) #1 taegyu (230923, 7.2K reads) #2 beomgyu (231109, 18.9K reads)

in which a curious boy, finds an interest in the cold hearted ice skater.

Beomgyu works in a bookstore. This one 𝑐𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑟 comes in everyday, reads the same two books, then leaves the store. Beomgyu's manager asked him to tell the 𝑐𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑟 to stop coming if he's not buying anything. But the young employee would rather quit his job than tell him that. Because he really likes that 𝑐𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑟. A 𝑐𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑟 who is a spine-chillingly odd individual.

Where introverted literature major Kang Taehyun runs into a boy at the brink of death in a bus stop. Choi Beomgyu might be the most carefree person he's ever met. A little too carefree for Taehyun's liking. "Oh I didn't die this time either? Maybe I should use a better method in my next attempt." What had Taehyun gotten himself into? ⚠️ TW: non graphic suicidal ideation COMPLETED: June 30th 2022 RANKS: #10- taegyu [July 1st 2022] #3- taegyu [July 7th 2022] © matchagf

"don't call me babe, or whatever. i have a girlfriend, if you forgot. i was only helping you, nothing more." "i think you are the one who forgot that you have a girlfriend cause you were damn hard and on your knees, wanting to give me a blow. so don't tell me shit, you offered to suck my dick and as a gay man, why would i reject an offer to fuck your pretty ass mouth?" [contains sexual and mature content] ; smut heavy started: 081221 (8 dec 21) ended: 050222 (5 feb 22) rankings 🏅: #3 in txt (030222)

a college student was trying to savor his limited rest time in his favorite cafe, but someone just had to ruin his moment. a taegyu fanfiction. kaishteru © 2020 highest rankings 💫 beomgyu #1 || 06/11/2022 taehyun #1 || 06/20/2023 yeonbin #1 || 08/19/2023

When Beomgyu suddenly confirms dating rumours surrounding the two, Taehyun has no choice but to pretend to date him until the other's movie finishes airing. Two weeks wouldn't be that hard... right? -- Beomgyu's eccentricity and impulsivity usually lead to horrible consequences. But maybe, just maybe, he's done something right this time- thawing the heart of stone-cold Kang Taehyun. An actor and a news anchor dating would make a hell of a good story after all. STARTED: 26th July 2021 COMPLETED: 13th March 2022

Kang Taehyun has it all in the eyes of the public, but no one knows who he really is. | ©choiyeonbin2019