(140,000+ words) In the aftermath of war, Harry tries to pull his life back together. Guilty of all the blood on his hands, he seeks a way to deal with his grief. He begins to write letters to the late Severus Snape, wishing he was able to reconcile with a dead man. Will Harry receive the closure he needs?

It has been two years since Voldemort was killed, ending the war between Tom Marvolo Riddle and Harry James Potter. Families torn apart by Death were finally healing, looking ahead for a better and brighter future. Severus Snape survived the horrendously violent attack from Nagini, taking time to recover and strengthen his magic. After a year of torment and painful healing, Severus returned to teach potions again at Hogwarts. The following year of him diving into his work, he was given the position as the Advanced Potions teacher, finally where he wanted to be. Does Severus feel fulfilled? Or is there still something missing? Harry Potter finished his final year at Hogwarts, graduating with Outstanding marks. Everyone seemed to be moving on, leaving the Golden Boy alone and lost in the Wizarding world. Not knowing where to turn he took a year off, floundering in his unknown future. Where will he go when it's time to come back??? MATURE content. Rated M for Smutty Sex, Cursing, Drug and Alcohol Abuse, and mentions of Taboo Topics. Snarry turns Drarry in a dramatic turn!

"She was a lucky woman, my mother, to be loved by a man like you.", Harry whispered before turning away and making his way out of the room, the heavy feeling of finality weighing upon his soul. * "We had the stars, you and I. And this is given once only." ― André Aciman, Call Me by Your Name The characters do not belong to me, I just like to play with them. I'm not making any money, that's J.K.'s job. Cover image: DeviantArt Snarry by woshibbdou *Portuguese translation of this story is available on @ElladoraGBlack profile! ☺️